H1N1

Attention everyone!

This is not a funny moment.
44 deaths had been confirmed today in Malaysia by the cause of Influenza A virus. 2000++ have been contaminated.
Some of you all might think that it is still safe, the virus haven't reach our school yet, but please be aware of your health and take care of it. It is your life that you're holding now. It's either you want to wear a mask or not, you can make a difference.

Why should we wear masks?
It may look weird in the first place, but look at the bright side everyone.

By wearing a mask, whether you're sick or not, it shows that you care for your own life and others as well. It's because you won't know when you're going to get sick, and you'll carry the virus along with you. When you make contact, either talking, shaking hands, hugging each other, kissing and etc, you're spreading it to your friends and family. Is this how you care of your friends? By sharing viruses to them?

Thus, wearing a mask prevents you from touching your nose and mouth so that your hands will not get dirty. Besides that, when you talk to your friends, it prevents your saliva, bacterias to be come out directly from your mouth.

If everybody is wearing a mask, it will lower the percentage of contamination and contagion among us Malaysians, so please all of you who read this post, start thinking about others and yourself and wear a mask everyday when you go out. You will truly save someone if you help spread this news to your friends.

Help pray for the patients that are suffering from H1N1 virus. Thanks.


Ethan Liew Tjun Git

(comments are allowed, but please think before you write any bad comments.)

Was told to update..

Wow! I didn't knew that people do really care about my blog.

A lot of form 2-3 girls know about my blog. And of course, they know who I like thanks to what I wrote on the blog. They asked for more! So I'll give them more.

Okay, these days I've been studying(so-called) and kinda sad in sort of ways. During Thursday 2 weeks ago, something big happened. This "something" made me fall in the midst of failure. My love life really sucks.

I like her, Thomas like her, Juede might like her last time, And of course, Wei Khong, who got her.
(And please.. Don't say: "You can't use the word like on humans la! Only love is allowed to be used," Seriously I'll kill you. Because that English teacher sucks although my English is bad. I'll explain it next time.)

Now, trying to find a new one. But seems like I really can't do it. Because I think my time is coming to an end. Plus she is still in depth of my heart, really really hard to erase it, but I'm trying, just trying to forget it. Forget how beautiful she look when she smile towards me; the look when she laughs; the look when she is alone, thinking really deep on something.

Okay, now let's put that aside.

Today, I almost caught in a fight with Indians.
They stole a snack from the form 2 girls which are my BSMM active members.
So when I went there, the girls went to me and hoped that maybe I could help them. And I did.
I went to the Indians, being alone.(The girls are really scared, Haiz.. So, I have no backup.)
And so I went scolding them non-stop. They also replied to my scolding, so it's like: "wanna fight ah?! Coming here alone and scold us?! Stupid fella!" They tried to deny they took it. But at last they finally admit it, but in an unsatisfied way because I'm so disturbing. Cool eh? They paid back the money for the snack. The Form 2s finally got back their faces, and I gained some experience on scolding Indians. Last time I do scared of them. Because they really dare to fight if they want to.

That's all for now.

Bali trip

Bali's culture is just like..

Thailand+India= Bali..

Yeah.. Because most of the people there are Hindu..
The trip was fine.. Bored to blog about it..
Just ask me personally..
And talk to me if you want souvenirs from there..
Haha..

I'm in Bali..

Now I'm in Bali KFC restaurant..
They have computers for us to use here...
Haha

Will blog later..

B

Holiday.. Boring..

Today.. Checked my old piles of CD junks.. Saw a wasp hive..

Nice.. Got larvae and spiders?! Don't know what spiders doing in a hive..
Maybe becoming foods for the larvae? LOLX

Cleaned that thing up.. All the wasps are gone.. Don't know where they've gone to.. Maybe flee to another pile of junks.. Haiz...

Tried to take pictures of that thing.. Too bad my sister took the camera to her college..

That's all.. Boring..












Ethan's heart is eaten by her..

Chemistry..

Chemistry is not bad.. Quite easy I suppose.. To all my classmates: I'm not LC-ing..

Nah.. My love chemistry is bad though.. LOLX

Bored to blog.. Still spotting something to post though..

No mood to Blog

=.="

No mood..

No mood to Blog

=.="

No mood..

For SC:

Dear SC..

Do you like me? Obviously you're surfing my blog almost everyday.. And you do care about me..

Are you gay?

Because you know.. I'm not into gay stuff.. So.. Just stay away from me..

And why do you try to hide your name from us?
You're scared?

And of course.. SC.. I'm aware of my doings.. My business is not of your concern..
Thank you.. I know you are trying to help me.. But please.. I got brains..
I can think.. Everything I do I will take my own responsibility..
So.. Don't care.. Okay?

And of course.. It's none of your business if you don't tell us your name..
Because I don't even know whether you're related to them..

And by the way, Allister sure liked this post.. He can finally show to the world how much he liked her.. And of course.. He thanked me too! He told me to keep this post and not delete it..

Don't need to care much already, okay? Just ignore my posts..

New blog

Hey guys.. I have 2 new blogs from now on..

An Emo me.. : For all emo-readers..

and For Seksyen 4 BSMM.. : For all BSMM to update on what's on..

Enjoy!!

Another post for Allister! LOLX

Since SOME people are so sensitive to this post.. I deleted everything..

I know a lot of you all have a kind heart..

Because..
It's not even your problem and you're trying to help..
They don't even need your help..
It's not that I don't respect them..
I'm a guy who doesn't care for "face"..
And I don't care people's too!

I'm weird..
Many of you will hate me..
But I don't care..
But I know there are people who will support me too!

And of course by the way..
Do readers really care of this things?
They'll just end with laughter and post some comments..
The most is just some short teases that Xin Di will receive..
Then back to normal life..
That's all..

But still.. SC is an asshole, who tries to "teach" me?
Oh please.. I don't receive knowledge from a student that I don't even know..
And by the way..
I looked back to the comments that he made..
Looks like SC is a guy who ALWAYS tease their friends..
And I think that his case is even more serious than mine..
That actually made him regret..
Looks like he's an asshole who simply tease people that he's not close with..

Same case..
But still tries to "teach" me..

SC.. You have just entered my world.. Prepare to be flamed by me in the future..
I'm now your worst nightmare...
I will find you..
Please be ready..

To Xin Di: I respect you.. But I do have pleasure making fun of you! You're just too easy to be jokeed with!

History is crazy

History is crazy.. I've said it..

First day of exam..

Okay, since I saw some of my friends wrote some post about this topic.. Guess I'll do one too..

Today.. BM exam.. Not stressed out.. But in fact, I'm quite happy..

Paper 2.. Not good, can't get good marks.. Forgot Hilmi's sister's name.. Haiz.. (I don't even need Datuk Johari and I still can remember it.. WTF!!)

Okay.. Maybe I'm quite stressed out in paper 2.. But during recess.. Went to library.. sat down and read some karangan about wawancara.. Saw some peribahasa inside it.. Looked at it.. something kerbau something.. and something susu something.. 2 peribahasa.. Tried to memorize it for Paper 1.. Failed.. LOLX

After that, paper 1 starts.. Looked at the questions.. Pretty hard.. section B, 1-4, I hate it..
But when I saw number 5, a huge smile came across my face.. "kerana nila setitik, susu rosak sebelanga".. Fooh.. That's the 1 I learnt not long ago! WTF!! And they ask us to write a cerpen.. Which I like the most.. No need long, reasonable Isi.. So I planned to do that topic, no matter what.. Even though I might have a slight chance that I may have interpret the peribahasa the wrong way..

That's all I wanna say.. Tomorrow is Sejarah day.. Time to learn our stupid history about how stupid are us to fight for our own freedom although they already prepared one for us..








Ethan's heart has been eaten by her..

Nice to see!

Haha.. Not talking about THOSE stuff.. LOLX

Neh.. Yesterday was fine.. Nothing much.. Just that I don't dare to talk to her after the confession..

But most importantly.. After school.. There was an accident..

Boon Keat.. One of my friend..
Fell down and hit the corner of the stairs at the small gate in front..
(His injury is just beside his right eye.. JUST BESIDE!!)
I was like quite blurr before that..
Because so suddenly people called me..
And I didn't know the reason..
I rushed there and helped him..
(That time I was so certain that I'm going to miss my first class for tuition.. And its true..)
Brought him to see a doctor..
The doctor damn nice..
Quite steady..
Gave him some injection..
Washed the cut injury..
Stitched 4 times..
Damn nice to see..
But still..
Feel sorry for that guy..

That's all I want to say..







Ethan's heart has been eaten by her..

Happy Birthday!!

Ok..

Today is one of the best birthday I had..
Had some presents..

Forrero Roche?(forgot how to spell) (Sweetest chocolate I've ever tasted)
Gatsby Moving Rubber Wild Shake..(I'll used it when my hair is...(cough)... long)
Post it! (A post sticker.. Haha.. very useful..)
2 cards... (Creative and funny!!)

But most importantly.. I'm happy because you know.. I've confessed to Shen Xi.. Yeah.. It's her..
Told her that I like her.. 3 classes were there to see what's happening.. So many people.. Almost fainted..

People said that I have guts.. I say not.. Love can give you so much strength.. It just happened suddenly..

Hear ye, hear ye..
I won't be posting "emo" posts anymore..(except when something bad happens..)

That's all




Ethan's heart has been eaten.. By her..

=_="

Today, I heard something that is unpleasant to my ears.. She is not interested in all 3 of us.. Haha...

But after that.. I thought.. Shit.. I missed out 1 guy who she always sticks with..
But still, I'll be as strong as a mountain.. I like her right? I will not be shaken..

Turned out to be a useless person..
Failed in my love-life..
Failed to learn music at all(Which I'm really desperate on learning one)..
Failed on general knowledge(Daniel rocks!! I suck.. Which means I'm stupid)..
Failed on my studies(Form 4)..
Failed in my hair style(Don't want to talk about it)..
Failed in everything(This life sucks!!)..

Bored!!

2 more days to go...

My day is coming!!

If you think you're clever, read this...

Read this:

1. Keep reading on..
2. I think you're stupid.. Know why? Read on..
4. You are a noob!! I've skipped 3..
5. You're checking it..
6. You're smiling..
7. You're reading on..
8. You're still smiling..
9. Still reading..
11. I skipped 10, haiz..
12. WTF!! Why are you checking it again?

Still think you're clever?

Loving you..

Succumbed to you..
Holding on to you..
Even if I fail..
Never let you go..

X-tremely in love with you..
I'm hoping for more..

I love you..

Loving you is nice..
Opening your heart..
Vowing to you..
Ethan will never leave you alone..

You are my happiness..
Only you..
Urging my love for you..

(I don't even know what the heck I'm talking about..)

Sorry Xin Di.. But I have to..

Haha.. Found this picture in Xin Di's blog...

What so special about this pic? look!!


Haha.. Now you know? Allister and Xin Di's pic is the best compared to other guys..
And you know what? This picture really shows something fishy about them..

EVERYBODY!! Explore Xin Di's blog and you'll see the pictures she took with other guys..
They are just normal..(they blocked something that is nice..)
But this picture...
It's so nice.. Because of the things at the back..
Still can't guess?
It's the bed la..
Really shows some relationship between them..
It will actually make you think:
"what are they going to do?"

"HUH!! Why are they sitting on a bed?"

"Why the heck is Allister doing, leaving 1 button on the shirt unbuttoned where it should be buttoned?"

"Where is Allister's hand? look at it!!"

To Xin Di and Allister: Sorry.. I've run out of topic.. But I really liked this pic.. Sorry for intruding your privacy!! Haha.. Please don't get mad..

5 More Days to go...

5 more days to the luckiest day of my life.(Hope so).. Still reminding you all to buy me presents.. Haha


I'm not ready yet to confess my feeling to her yet..
I guess it's too fast..
But I'm also scared of him..
I'm scared he'll move first..
I'm scared she'll accept him..
I'm scared that I'll cry..(I don't think it'll happen)

I just don't know why..
Can't take my eyes off her..

Fuyoh!! Another Competitor, I suppose...

Since today Kenneth ask me to write an “emo” post..
Guess I’ll write one then..

Competitor? Or is it an oppression?
He’s just too near to her..
Even Thomas can’t bear to see it too!
None of us,(Me and Thomas), tried to get so near to her..
Unlike him..
Who did these..:

Waiting
Flirting
Joking
Laughing

Fuyoh!!
This is the first time I heard Thomas supporting me..
Asking me to go near her and talk to her..
WTF right?
But he is sad himself also..
Most probably..

Finally, she's starting give some response to me..
But it’s still early to assume anything yet..
So I’ll be waiting..
Like an alligator waiting for a prey..
Watching every movement that she makes..
I know.. I’m a horrible man..
A guy from the abyss..
Lurking..

Her pupils shone like pearls..
Her specs.. clean white..
Her face.. as beautiful as she can be..

Yeah.. You know what?
During after school..
I saw him walking with her..
Laughing and smiling..
Which you know, makes me jealous of..
As always..
But my friends told me..
He purposely walk behind her..
Staring at her butt..
When she’s walking down the stairs..
So, you know..
It kind of pisses me off..

But still.. Thoughts came to my mind
Asking..
Will she like him?
Will she like him?
Will she like me?
It's different, you know?

And ya.. Today I might post my second post of “Pictures and Words that I hate”..
So stay tuned..

Pictures and Words that I hate a lot...

Yeah, it's true... I hate a lot of pictures that people like...

They think that they're cool if they take this kind of pictures.. In fact, they're not..

Do I need to show you how to take a picture? Okay.

Example:

1) Please look at the camera, damn it.


Get it? Don't like it? You can do some hand signals like "peace" and any other things... It's still acceptable, for me... Example:


Okay? Understand how to take a picture? This is what we should do...


But... Nowadays "guys" and "girls" are so so called "photogenic"... They think pictures like this would look nice...

Example:

Guys... They think they're so cool.. Looking sideways.. Making it a bit blurrish.. Acting the "emo"-ish kind... Haiz... And they actually set their hair just to take some photos... WTF right? (In this example.. I did not set my hair.. It's just too stupid to do that... I wonder who actually done this before?)


See? this is how they take photo..

Girls:

Come on... They do posts... Crazy posts... I almost puke when I see this...
Example:


See? Are they trying to act cute? Oh please.. Cuteness is derived from inside the character... Not by the looks.... How about this?


This is simply mental retardness.. Why do you even put "peace" to your mouth? That's why I hate people like this.

Ya.. By the way... What I dislike about Words as mentioned above... Is...

I ReAlLy HaTe PeOpLe WhO AcTuAlLy WrItE LiKe tHiS!! JuSt lIkE DaNiEl DoEs!

& of cours3 p30pl3 who wr1t3 l1k3 th15 t00!!

Do YOU understand?

Happy? not? Who cares?

Am I happy?I should be happy, right?

She forgave me.But the condition becomes even worse.

Should I talk to her?I'm scared now..

It's hard to converse with her..

I'm getting further from her..

Should I keep buying Mentos?

It's useless now..

Now I'll stop for a while..

Although I'm the Mentos guy..

But still, I'm done..

Getting emotional?

Yes, actually..

But it won't stop me from being a good friend..

I'm sorry to those who care..

I'm coming home..

Thanks for your comments,

especially Nick and Kenneth for telling me That I'm an Emo asshole..

But I'll still like her..

As usual..I'm confused..

Why so suddenly?

I don't know what is she thinking of..

If she's telling me to stay away..

I will..As her wish..

But now,

I'll concentrate on my studies 1st..

And who knows..

Maybe 1000 girls will like me in the future?

I guess I'll stop now..

Hope I'll get what I want next Wednesday..

For it is my birthday..

(It's a hint for you... BUY PRESENT FOR ME!!!)

Officially Blocked

She blocked me... She blocked me... She blocked me... She blocked me... from messenger.

I'm now so blind...
I can't see the world..
I'm lost..
I'm clueless..

It's just 1 stupid conversation that I called Yi An a "small kid". Then.. this happens.. I was just playing around as usual.. But what happened now.. This is way beyond my imagination..

I'm sad.. I felt I'm so stupid.. Then I search for her hotmail account... I found out... Her past...

She's hurt..
She's sad..
She's afraid..
She's broken hearted.

So, what shall I do? I can't make a move yet.. There's a slash in her heart... Now I'm totally blank on what I want to say... I'm trying to hold my sadness from my face.. I don't have mood now to write on... Although I got plenty of things to tell..

Xin Di!!

Here's a song for the birthday girl today.. Xin Di!!



"Bah Bah black sheep have you any wool?
Yes sir, Yes sir, 3 bags full..
1 for my Xin Di and 1 for Xin Di..
And 1 for the little girl who name's Xin Di."

Bah.

Okay.. Here's my song for you..

"Happy birthday to you...
Hope you'll be with Bah Bah!
Hope you'll stay together forever..
Happy Birthday to you!"


Note: Xin Di, if you see this... Please don't be angry... It's a joke, okay?

Happy Birthday!!

Today, my blog will host a special event.. I will sing a birthday song to Yi An.. Happy birthday oh!!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Yi An,
Happy Birthday to you..

Hope you'll have a nice party... Enjoy your 14th birthday, girl-woman.. Haha..

Emo a lot now..

I am getting more and more emotional now.. Hope you guys and girls out there will forgive me for I have been so emo..

The Smiles and Laughters of hers

She is sweeter than anything I can ever describe..
She is as beautiful as the creation of this world..
She is as kind as a person can never be..
She is as nice as the Good Samaritan..

Her smiles.. Brought me a new life..That I longed for..
Her smiles.. Are my strength that keeps me alive..
Her smiles.. Are as pure as snow white alone..
Her smiles.. Are the key for me to smile too..

Her laughters brings me joy..
Her laughters brings me soothing effect..
Her laughters brings me hope..
Her laughters brings me love..

Is Liking Someone Nice?

I like her... I just dunno why.. she's a beauty to my very eyes.. I told myself so many times, to stop on liking someone.. But I still end up like last time... Haiz.. Now, I'm in love.. But still, fear is still lurking deep inside me, waiting for a chance to strike me when I'm unprepared..

But now... Does she actually thought the same way I do? Or is it just another one-sided love?

The more I draw closer to her, The more I feel I'm apart from her.
The more I feel that she's beautiful, The more I feel afraid of losing her from my sight.
The more I see someone treats her nice, The more I'm jealous of.

Liking someone is both nice and bad.. You can't differentiate them.. It is just too weird.. I don't know what to do...

Sports Day

Yesterday was the Annual Sports Day.. Duh!! Of course I'm participating in the marching competition... That day was filled with excitement, spirit of winning... And of course anger on us; the BSMM.. And of course.. BSMM wore the uniform smartly.. With hackel and mafla on.. Others are just like normal.. So, its kinda obvious who is more superior in the 1st place...

So, I was so afraid of losing.. because Pandu Puteri and Pengakap are so desperate on winning this years match.. But this is my team.. I have my confidence too in them..

The first day of their practice with me... I still remembered that I said:

1) " Don't waste my time.. And of course.. You don't hope to waste your time losing, right?"

2) " With the guidance of me and Chen Shin.. You all will win this match... But you need to give some commitment also!"

3) " You all are juniors... If you all win.. We will have a lifetime pride!!"

4) " If you want to win.. Follow me!!"



So, after some practices, i mean really.. SOME practices.. Our team is great.. But not perfect enough.. Plus this years formation we might have lost to others... But our formation is without error for we did not break any rules, and of course it's fast... Just 1 command "Hormat Berformasi..." will do it.. Everything is included then.. Pusing here and there.. Hormat here and there... And of course senang diri and "kamehame.. HA!!" then straightaway left the place without another command like " cepat jalan" or something..

So of course... We won...... again.. I'm happy for all of them... But I'm also sad because i saw the faces of Pengakap and Pandu Puteri.. They didn't get anything.. They're so good... But why can't they get at least second? Haiz.. Who knows.. VIP does the voting.. Maybe they don't like the uniform? Based on their uniform, they should have won both KRS and Kadet Polis.. Cuz all of them.. Guys and girls in Pengakap wore the same uniform... Tucked in nicely... same goes to Pandu Puteri.. But KRS and Kadet.. Their uniform is nicer.. But they vary their dressings.. Some tucked.. Some not..

So thats all I wanna say.. Just glad for defending the name of Champion my last year of BSMM...

Tired! Confused! Afraid! Anxious! Happy!

Today, I'm quite happy, can actually do what I can do.. Is SHE happy today? I won't know.. Whether she is happy with my presence.. Or will she feel irritated by me? Haiz.. This is Confused!

BSMM last practice was today.. Phew.. I can't say that our team is perfect.. But it is fine!! It is!! Damn tired la.. This is Tired!!

Tomorrow is the big day for us.. Fuyoh.. Damn scared leh... Pengakap and Pandu Puteri are getting somewhere near us leh.. KRS is still unknown to us.. But they are good too... Whereas Kadet Polis is very disciplined.. 1 of our tough competitor indeed.. But I'm afraid of Pengakap the most.. They're formation is way too good for showing off to VIP but not outside competitions.. So I damn scared that they'll get high points.. hope that we can survive the "war" la!! If we win eh.. Sure we will be crazy... This is Afraid! and Anxious!

What is Happy! then? Happy! is 1)When I'm with HER.. When I gave HER lollipops.. Haha... 2)When Sin Wei was having her birthday party.. When I'm eating her cake... When we completed our practice with perfection!

So.. Tomorrow I'm giving my everything for both BSMM and of course ???.... Hope that we'll win la.. Hehe..

Tired!!! Tired!!! Tired!!!

Today was the tour to the HELP college... I didn't went there.. I skipped school... But from Chen Shin I heard that it was tiring... But compared to mine.. Mine should be worse...

Wake up early in the morning to wake my sis cuz she got school... Then I need to take my shower cuz 9 am there will be water treatment going on... I need to go to shopping centreS to look for cheapest sweets to buy... So I went to 3 shopping centres today.. After that.. I still have to go from tuition at 2.30-745 p.m. Then I need to take LRT and bus back home.. So I'm back around 10 p.m.

Today was interesting... I dunno why.. Today in tuition keep laughing and having wide smiles... Maybe because of.....

HELP!!!

Today, my class is going to HELP college..(guess what? I wrote this post when they've just started to move okay? so don't judge my English and say that I'm wrong to put "is going to HELP college"..

Too bad.. I'm not going... It's a waste of time.. I'll just stay at home.. Then I'll go to shopping centre to buy some needs for the marching competition this saturday.. And of course teacher's sweets and Shen Xi's sweets too!!(Haiz... She called me to buy la.. Then must buy lo.. I might charged double.. LOLX)

And I'm going to tuition today for 4 classes.. So I can skip my class tomorrow.. Saving my money...

Yeah, dunno why I'm getting more and more EMO nowadays... Hope that I can remain calm from love... MUST STUDY!!! No time to play around already... But it still depends on the situation la... Haha... If the girl I like is more clever than me.. Then I can learn from her and also pikat her at the same time..Haha.. "catch" two birds with a "net"... LOLX

Happy...

I'm happy today...

Fuyoh...
Without reason...
I feel that I'm so happy...
It's like having fresh shashimi in Japan...
Very happy...

Is it because of THAT?
Hmm...
Who knows?

ZzZzZzZz

Changing EMO mode....

IN...
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

Congratulations....
Now you're official PEMO-BEAR!!!(which means PEDO-EMO-BEAR!!)
LOLX

Confused

What shall I do? Am I really like this?

Why I can't feel anything when I'm beside her?
I swore that I'd wait for her until SPM later,
But my heart for her is slowly fading away...
Why can't I wait for her?

Now..
Why do I feel something when I'm beside HER?
I can't like HER..
For SHE is just my friend..
And SHE got an admirer which is better than me...
With what I'm allowed to compete with HIM?
HE treats HER nice...
I can see that..
For HE is my friend;
For I know HIM...

Last time, I used to like HER..
But i cant... She had been taken then...
Until this year..
SHE remained single again...
Now... 2 years later...
I am confused...
Whether who should I choose?

SHE treats me with care..
In fact,
SHE treats everyone with care...
HER smiles are as sweet as chocolate...
A very friendly person indeed..

But still...
I can't like HER...
SHE is way too good to be mine...
So I'll just let go of this feeling...
This would be the first time that I want to stop this feeling...
But can I?
Haven't even tried to go for her...
Lets just wait and see...

Leader

Leader,
Is the one that must take charge,
Is the one that should take care.

Without the leader,
It is like missing an eye of a needle;
Without it,
What is the use of that needle?

Without the leader,
It is like a flock of lost sheep;
Without the shepherd,
The sheep will be swarmed by wolves.

A leader,
Must have courage,
Must have ideas,
Must have charisma.
And most importantly,
Must have a kind heart.

Future leaders..
My requirements for a great leader is not long,
but its hard to achieve..
Many got plenty of the above..
But what use?
Even if you do not have a kind heart in leadership..
Nobody will work for you..
Even if you lack charisma by a little...
The team wont expand..

I can't say I'm a great leader,
In fact,
I'm not a good leader also.
But I do hope for the future...
That someone may take over my place...
That can make me feel relieved..
For He/She can handle without my worries..

Pain

Yesterday,
It was a great day,
Right before I have an injury inside my left ear...

T_T

So pain... So pain...
Do you actually felt the pain before?
When you're taking a bath...
Then you try to wash your injured ear...
Ouch... Everything seems like the end for my ear...
I thought... This is the end for my ear...
I'm going to be half deft...
What the...

So, when I tried to sleep...
From 9 o'clock...
But right until 10:17,
The water that I poured into my ear just now blocked the "airway"...
And I felt the pain...
Like the water is corroding my eardrum...
Pain like shit...

So I stayed awake... Waiting for the water in my ear to evaporate out of it...
Waited until almost 2 in the morning...
I cant stand it..
I almost gonna throw out;
I'm damn tired..
Only few drops of water coming out..
So I cant wait any longer...
I went to sleep...
Ignoring a little pain that trying to disturb my sleep,
I still go on...
And on..

Until 6:10a.m....
I woke up a while due to my alarm clock..
But my body cant..
My body cant move...
I'm still too tired..
I used up all my energy to fight against the pain...
So i went to sleep again...

Sorry guys..
Sorry I cant take class pics with you all..
Sorry I cant go for the meeting..
Sorry I cant interview the seniors and some juniors of MRC..
Sorry......

My sorrow

Why am I alone when I need people to help me?

I am not God,
I cant be Omni-potent;
I cant carry all my jobs perfectly.

I am not a messenger,
Bringing messages for you all.
For I am your leader;
That I should lead you,
To every kinds of rough roads,
To every tides of strong waves.

But now,
I am alone,
Fighting the Wicked,
My heart is crying;
Everything I do now is useless.
My companions are slowly fading,
To the other end of my road,
Which I will never go.

I need you all,
To support me,
To help me,
To find me when there's anything
For I am not always free,
For I am walking to the road of the Higher.

I am tired,
Tired of fighting.
My young ones,
Go now and live peacefully,
For I and the Wicked will go to the road of the Higher,
Leaving you all without sorrow,
But with joy a bountiful.
I hope there is no more,
No more Wicked lies within your clan.

I am fighting with the Wicked,
For he is my greatest enemy,
For he betrayeth my belief in him;
For he wants to exceed me;
For he wants to overthrow me;
For he wants the throne;
The throne of My life;
The crown of My Soul.

I am sad.
I am alone.
My heart is pounding with bitterness,
My bosom feels the eternal pain,
For every pound aches.
I hope that I will be saved,
By my companions.
But I know it won't happen.
For they all have left me,
Enjoying their life;
Having pleasure,
For they need not to fight against the Wicked.
I am the One,
That the Wicked take interest of.

(To Be Continued...)

Sunway is fun?

Yo, long time didn't see me blog? of course... This few months i was....books...games....books...BSMM...games...books... haha, i lost count...

So, during Tuesday... It was our class trip to Sunway Lagoon to have some fun and some photos for our school magazine... But who cares, the primary objective is to hang around with friends..

I went to school at about 7:30 a.m. and i thought i would be the first who arrive there... Then my pride has gone when i saw Chen Shin who was waiting at the bus stop... Then I saw Thomas... It was about 7:45 so we went for tea... We should be gathering at 8:00 as told by Amalina and Winnie... But they're the one who was late... 5S2 and 5S1 also joined us... The bus moved at around 8:40 I supposed...

We arrived... and we thought:"finally we are getting some fun." until we saw the board notifying:" Sunway Lagoon Operating Hours: School holidays 10:00"
so we waited again.. Then I saw Steven.. with a girl... What The... His girlfriend?
LOL
He actually bring someone? Then....................
=_=
His sister... she is actually his younger sister... No one would recognise her as his sister... Almost all of us was :"No way she's your sister!!"
Her sister was actually going out with her friends in Sunway Pyramid later...
But I had an experience seeing that Steven was so concerned of her sister.... When he is going to leave her alone in Sunway Pyramid... Maybe Christian Family IS like this... Maybe I will too if my sister gets older... Making sure that nobody hurts her.... Maybe... After that we went to Sunway Lagoon..

I can't say that Sunway Lagoon is fun, but we manage to gather some laughs... We went for dry park first of course... We, as in Me, Steven, Chun Hoe, and Ti Hau stick in every game we ever played there.. Although Chun Hoe didn't play any extreme games...

Then we went for wet park.. DUH!! We boys of course will strip our shirts off!! These are called boys... unlike some... who dislike going to wet themselves up..Haha.. So.. we helped them a little.. by dragging them down to the pool... You should imagine how they looked like...

After we have fun, we went for luch in Sunway Pyramid.. Ate in the restaurant called Gazoline... Food is affordable and eatable... but it didn't suite my palate... but who cares... we must fill our tummy... FOR HUNGER!!!

Nah!! nothing to say.. After that we went to Popular bookstore.. Shu Yi took some pics with us... Guess who was inside that pics beside me and her? Of course Chun Hoe was inside.. Haha.. too bad he didn't cherish the moment when he had the time to take the pics with her alone... He dragged Ti Hau into the pic... What a.....

Thats a wrap.. we went back home after that... So my conclusion to Sunway is, this place isn't as much fun as it seemed... But we had some fun during this trip... Maybe because this is my first time going somewhere nice with my friends....

UPDATING!!

Erm... I'm kinda left my blog this few months... Why? because I'm not always gonna online everyday... Even if i have time to online.. I'll use it on playing game to have fun... So... I'm gonna temporary stop blogging...