Ah La La Long Ah La La Long..

For this post.. I'll make it short...

On last Friday.. I went for tuition at Kasturi( Just started my first tuition ever on last Wednesday).. During my Chemistry class... A girl looked at me.. Sort of.. Our eyes met for a while(but not about those things la..) I felt like I met her before...And... The air-cond is way damn cold... After the class... All of us came out.. going to toilet for a loo and just hanging around for keeping warm of ourselves.. Then the girl talked to me: "so cold oh?" "ya" I replied.. Then blah blah blah... Then i know her.. Her name is called Gao Yi. That's all.. Then after that... My new friend, Jian Wei told me she is an actress... in the movie "Ah Long Pte Ltd". I was not so sure then... So after that I asked her.. And the answer is yes.. She is indeed her!! LOL!! thats why i felt like I knew her..

Thats all... now trying to know her more and try to become her friend... If possible..

Long time no blog!!

It's so long since I write another post... Few months.. Guess all my loyal customer had gone off!!

In this few months, I've meet many challenges and decisions that changed my personality and my attitude. For some, they might think I'm getting more and more proud of myself, others think I'm serious, and sometimes even EMO!!

But for me, this is where I start to grow up, to recognize the world, both good and evil, nice and bad and many other things.

Haiz.. And by the way... My past... I think I should forget it... The bad ones... Hope that I'm a best friend to somebody... For I never tried before... It's just sad that someone that is quite popular in school is not a best friend to anybody, right?

Ya, almost the whole school knows me, but I don't feel happy nor excited.. Because I'm still a guy that not much people will stick to me... The green guy right? Who would stick to that nerdy librarian? Huh? Who will?

I'm not EMO-ing, but I'm just too......

Sickness

I'm sick again... This time it's more suffering..

The cause of my sickness... I'm not sure of it... But I can guess...

Yesterday... during recess, I've eaten a fried rice, a fried chicken, a piece of oreo...
After skul... I've eaten a fried rice...
After Choir audition... I've drank a huge volume of cincau...
At night... I've had my dinner by having minced pork and vegetables....

So, you found any clues for my sickness' cause?
Some might say: " It's oreo"
Some might say: "pork"
Some might say: "fried rice..."

But I say, I think it's the Cincau... Cause I drank a lot... And it's cold...

First, I thought, Oreo!!! Cause due to China's milk poisoning... I thought maybe i kena poison because of that...

Nothing to worry... I just need more rest... And need more medicine... Then, I'll be at school in the next day..

Ya, and by the way, I will stop using Internet to play games... And I'll seldom Online... I'll only online to check my messages and do projects...

What happened to me? Not again....

As you all know... I've been hurt once.... So I didn't expect I'd fall in love so fast again....
But my feelings cant be controlled... What actually happened to me?

This girl that I like.... Hmm... I still don't know her much... But this particular girl... She actually made me to start it on once again...

This girl... I hope she won't like me.. Cause I know... It won't be a happy ending...

This girl... Hope she'll just take me as a friend...

Those who know who i really like.... Please keep this secret for me... It's really a privacy for me... And I don't want to be like last time... Thanks

Mooncake buffet....

It was 8 pm... And my family and I had eaten... So suddenly my eldest sis said that our park (Bukit Jalil Park) have a buffet.... because she is interested in tasting lamb in mint sauce again.. we went there... My sisters.. I mean all of them, and me...

There was a legend...
No la.. It was last year..
That a handsome guy(me) met a beautiful woman(Tang Kit Mun)..
Too bad he don't like her..
but he always met her...
lolx

So this year... I met her again... I was like "where is she? Still can't find her.." But she was just in front of me.. LOLX... Then she just pat my right shoulder and called my name... LOLX.. My sisters are there... Amd especially my li'l sis... And she went saying "She's very beautiful la..." and I was like "Oh-oh"... LOLX... Too bad we cant chat... She hurried back home after she pat my shoulder.. So no point saying about her ady.. Since I won't fall for this girl.. But in fact... She's quite beautiful.. No wonder my friend likes her...

Then we ate a lot of things... There were of course... The long-awaited, by my sis.. Lamb meat and it's mint sauce... That's all we had for the day...

Hope next year will be kinda same again...

Stupidity day...

Today... Haiz... Dunno how to satrt... It just happened so fast.. I accidentally unnaturally hurt someone...

On class.. when there was no teacher around... So steven and me are playing eventually... just loafing around.. Just suddenly he gave a kick to me... I managed to dodge it... And grab it at the same time... Then he tried to counter me back... We were just having fun.. I think... But suddenly he came scolding me... Saying i'm stupid cuz i grab his leg with two hands and he can counter me easily with another kick from the other leg... So we started fighting with words... Then vivian came daring us to hit her... I was in a bad mood that time... so i just touch her head... Then she go freak off and try to hit me back... and she was still angry at me now..

So sorry for all the mess... my apology to all that invloved...

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It was so long since i didn't online... You know why?? I'm gonna tell you why...

By the way... This post is boring... So.... If not interested dun see la...

Ok... It started in a day... Where my modem got rosak... And that's all

LOLX

Lee Chong Wei... It's okay...

Yesterday was a match between two badminton superior... Their skill are unmatchable... But both of them will meet... At the Beijing Olympic... So it started... Lin Dan(China) took the first serve...

The match was easy to Lin Dan... I think Chong Wei have been nervous all along the game... All his skills have worn off... He can't concentrate well in the game... So he lost a lot... In the first round, he lost by 21-12.... So after that... Pressure came towards him...

In the second match... He was too nervous to go on... SO... You should know how it ended... Haiz... It's such a waste.... But still Malaysia get one SILVER...

2 days of PAIN!!!!

On Sunday... I was sick... Very sick.... Ya, and I dunno what cause it... Seriously....

Hmm... How to start? So here goes my story...

Suddenly, i felt dizzy after going sleeping a while in the afternoon.... Then, my body was warm (fever) and my nose... ARRGGHH.... Flu!!! Then... Then what? Of course took some medicine la... LOL!!!! I slept the whole day.... Haiz... Waste my time....

The second day, which is Monday... Oh no.... Still so dizzy (fever) ... and my flu... AND... sore throat and cough... Haiz.. two extra sickness..

Bla..Bla..Bla.. I still went to skul.. But at skul... My friends prayed for my sickness to be calmed.. And it did, at the next day.... After skul, I went to my friend's house... Then I went for Carol practice...

The carol practice was nice... But my condition wasn't... I thought I could learn more that day... So I can catch up... But i couldn't... Melvin's friend... Valerie help to ease my sick by doing Reiki... Ya... Reiki.. Although I dunno what's that...

So... The next day... My fever went down.. So thanks to the prayers and Reiki... Cause I dunno which one healed me... or maybe God led me to Valerie? So that I can be healed... Who knows?

I must improve myself... "to be a better man"...

Haha... Guess you'll ask why I put "to be a better man" right?

It's a song.... I think most of you all heard it before... But let's cut the crap... It's not about this song...

Yesterday... Around 8:10 pm..... My eldest sis and I went for the carol practice... When we first reach there, it was like... Whoah... So little people join in the carol... And almost all of them are above 20 years old... So i was like... Oh man, am I the youngest there? Ya, I am....

Then, slowly by slowly the room filled with about 4 Tenors, 5 Sopranos, 4 Altos, and 5 Base... Including me... So, come on man.. Let's do this...

We warm up... Then after that, we start singing songs... we sang 'Jingle Bells', 'Deck the halls'(that's the song name, right?) and some other christmas songs... The 'Jingle Bells' is the hardest to sing because the words are long and tongue twisting.. And the speed is quite fast... So.. Hahaha....

I met a lot of guys that really can sing... REALLY!!! They're voice is nice... And finally I know that my voice needs improvement... Especially the high notes....

That's all... Hope to see them again... They really are friendly....

Yea... I got into the Carol job...

Yesterday... Melvin came... He is a great music-singing person... He audition me and my eldest sis with different kinds of tunes and notes... And by using the Pianica?? I dunno... A half piano and half recorder type of instrument... He first audition me... Testing my keys and notes as a start... Phew, luckily, I survived... Except for higher tones... Then he goes on by playing random notes.. And I must follow it!!! i survived too... Third round... Which was the hardest one... Is to test my hearing... He press two keys at once... 1 high and 1 low... And I need to sing the two notes by separating them apart... Kinda hard, but I passed... Then, last round.... SING A SONG!!!! So i sang 'Tong Hua' Which was one of my easiest song to sing... Because I memorize the whole song and my choir sang that on public once... Then, he said bravo to me... my sound is nice because my sound is very deep... So I've become the Base... That's how they call it right? Hehehe... I'll skip my sis part la.. Both of us are qualified to sing carol songs at Genting Highland... My sis becomes the Suprano... While I still on my Base as usual...

I'll do it.... We will do it..

Today, Chen Shin and I talk a while... About why I hate him and he also told me that why he hate me... He gave his reasons and so do I, we really talk a lot that time... Talk about how we feel about each other... But after that, I realize that both of us are wrong... both of us aren't doing the things that supposed to be... Thanks Larry, you helped a lot...

We were friends when we were form 2... We were so committed to BSMM ( Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia) and we served it for so long.... He.... The guy who knows first aid and managing.... Me.... The guy who only knows how to march, march, march... But those days are gone... We all grew up... It's time for serious matter... Two years later( this year's Feb) .....our day came... to take posts. We weren't the boys that we used to be... We competed for that one post... The President of BSMM.... Although I didn't really cared about it.... But he cared... Yes, I don't have the capability to become the President... But I learned a lot since then... Maybe yes, my thinkings are still that childish... to hope that our BSMM could be systematic... But still, I got think before I said that...

We forgive each other then, but in one condition.... If, one of us remain the same... Didn't change our attitude or leading capability.... We will still take each other as enemies... So, this solve the case, for now....

But I want to say... Next year... I will still improve myself... I will still compete for next year... I won't give up... Although my chances may be small... Chen Shin... hope you'll know that... We may have forgive each other.... But I also won't give up easily... I still want to remain to show you that, I have change... that I can lead... So, let's play fair, okay? This year I've learned from my very own mistakes.. So I'll prepare for next year.... Let's take this as challenge okay? Don't hold grudges against each other anymore.... One of us must lose in the very end... So we must also prepare to fail....

Now, let's put that aside... maybe once and for all.... We will forget those things, and start new lives again... helping each other... No matter who got the post next year.... We can still serve BSMM.... to our very end of schooling...

I'm Brand New

From Today starting... I'm a brand new person... I will not hold back my anger... To fight for my rights.... Carolyn told me the right thing... I must fight back... I think that person know what I'm saying... Ya... I'm back to fight for my freedom... Beware... I will not be startled again... I will not be a coward, a mouse that still stick inside a hole... I will be like a warrior... Ready to fight my opponent no matter how strong, how powerful he is... I'm drawing my sword.... I will be like stone undaunted... Be Ready... My true self is back...

Wow... So amazing...

Yesterday, Saturday morning... I went to S.M.K Sri Utama for their BSMM installation day... Which means the new BOD will be announced... There, we (Me, Ai Sha, Evelyn, Jia Zhen and Jia Yee) met Evelyn... Not our Evelyn Ong... Their Evelyn.... The new Head Section Leader (HSL) A.K.A President for their school's BSMM... She went to our school before... So we knew her... Before the installation ceremony begin... We walked around their school, wandering there... The school really gives me a home feeling... It really is nice... although it looks kinda old...

Then, we saw their installation... It was nice... Their foot drill need to improve a bit... But they managed it perfectly... Then, we saw some moves from chinese drum and lion dance... That was nice... Especially the lion dance... They look really like an animal... LOL..

Then, we played some games.... Passing the intrepretation by doing signs... It was funny... After that, we EAT!!!

Then, we saw Diabolo, and it was way much better than our school, dunno when they started training leh? Hmm... After that, there was singing... 4 girls and a boy that stands in the middle.... They singing is just okay... But the second girl... She was so good at it... Then she had another song named 'Hero' with the guy... Last game.... need to eat crackers... i mean biscuits.... But in a condition... When the music goes, then you can move. But when the music stops, Hehehe.... You must stop also...

We have some pictures with Evelyn and the Ex-HSL...(sorry cuz i dunno her name...)... And I've made many friends from another school... like Jian Phan, Sabreena, Idlan, Evelyn and many more... Hope to see them again....

My Teacher...

Today... My trainee teacher.(Cik. Zamimah) is going to leave soon... Today was my last day to attend her class... This teacher is a great person... She helped us a lot... If not because of her, my Bio won't get that OK... This teacher is greater, better, do things more efficiently than my actual Bio teacher... Yes, it does... Really.... I survive the exam because of her(mostly...). She was kind to all of us... And her voice is clear.(This owns my actual teacher because the actual teacher's voice is just like wind blowing softly... LOL...). So, she took some pics for memories... She is the 1st teacher that I liked... Which made me to learn Bio more... Hope to see her again next time...

My father's Birthday...

Today(technically it's yesterday...) was my father's birthday... We celebrated it by having a dinner at a Japanese restaurant named "Naniwa"... The food there was amazing...

Me and my father...

Me eating my Unagi Don...

Shabu-Shabu...(i think)...

My eldest sis eating her food...

My second sis.... Eating chicken teriyaki

After that... We ate some durians... Hehehe...


Then, we just celebrate with the traditional way, which is, Birthday cake!!!
That's all....

BORING!!!

Today was such a boring day... Come to school, not many teachers came to teach... After school went for Giant and ate KFC's food... Went for gaming zone a while... played racing car with Jeffrey... Lost... Then a whole gang playing football goal thingy... very funny... after that, went for co-co... Boring right?

A very happy birthday to Voon Kin Nien

Yesterday, It was Voon Kin Nien's party for his birthday, although his birthday was on Monday... So, after I went for the volleyball competition, I straightly went for his house... Oh... Such a wonderful house... Then I waited for him since he was out... After when he came back... I helped him to fill up water balloons, It was kinda tiring... since I woke up early because I went for volleyball.. Then, here comes Bryan How, Victor, Vincent and Thomas... They helped out too... After that, we went upstairs to play computers... counter strike only ma... haiz... slowly... Everybody came.. then we have dinner... His mom's dishes are amazing... Better than my mom la of course... And we played some games afterwards.. I lost 2 games... so my punishment is:
1) use my butt to write (birthday boy)
2) Follow what the pillow(spongebob squarepants) was doing

After the games, we had some dancing to do... Juede and his friend(forgot how to spell already) shuffled... I joined them too.... But I can't dance... Everybody knows I can't dance... But I dance... SO some might think I'm quite embarrassing, some said I'm very brave although I didn't dance well... (the point why I dance is... I'm trying to cheer my friends up... They looked very bored... Is my attempt to dance is a humiliation? Please comment me about this...) Then we have our "Defend the Ancients" going on.... Everybody played water balls and hose except for Vivian Chong Yee Kha... everyone was soaked.. We are quite enjoyed.. And that's all for Kin Nien's party... I went home with joy after all...

We won... Or did We?

Yesterday... All my troubles seem so far away... "There goes Me singing again..." Okay.... Yesterday... I went for the volleyball competition... It is crowded with Seksyen 1 students in our school... And guess what? Here goes another day facing Lau Jie again.... He was my primary classmate... Don't know why I keep seeing him in any competitions I went to... Then... there goes the game... Blah,Blah,Blah.... WE Won... Seksyen 4 won all the games.. winning streak... without losing... But, I'm not satisfied with that.. Because.. I'm not actually helping a lot during the games... So, I should call "they won" instead of "we won"... Haiz... Just hoping I can improve myself more so that I can join the team..

Today we feast... Tomorrow we "die"

Tomorrow is the Volleyball competition game.... Having a friendly game towards SMK Seksyen 1 la.... So hope tomorrow everyone can do their best... I must do my best till the end... Although I'm just a backup... But I feel that tomorrow I'll play.... "Haaauugghh.." And a Happy Birthday to my friend.... Voon Kin Nien Gary... Hope tomorrow's party will be terrific.(hey... terrific means roof raiser la... very good party la...) So do pray for me and my teams... and others too.... Thanks

I'm so pissed off...

Today... I went to CC... U noe, CC means Cyber Cafe... I played DotA... which is quite fun although I lost... Then we stop playing.. And see everyone else playing CS (Counter-Strike). Then a guy... which is a noob (he pisses me off, that's why i call him noob) called me a noob in CS since I died once.... I'm so pissed off.. Straightaway I took a computer and play against him.. But I took a lousy computer... The aiming thingy which called the crosshair disappeared when I go zooming my guns... My pride gun.. which is My Magnum Rifle... are useless there, so I used another gun... but still, I won him easily... Until a part where he used a sniper named scout and killed me... And he still calling me a noob... It pisses me even more because I can't go sniping... So, I exchange my computer with my friend, Kenneth. Thank God that his computer was all right... Then I go sniping with my pride gun... I never died before when I used that computer... I killed the Noob easily... More than ten times I think... Just a smooth, fast kill... Then, the computer ran out of time... Can't play ady... Then I came forward to him and shouted "NOOB!!!" to him since he really liked this word.... then I walk off from that CC and went for co-curriculum... (Warning to all those noobs that don't know who I am: Do not call me a noob... Or you'll see...)

Birthday.. More like busy day....

Today is my sister's birthday... As a 21st year old girl... She will have a party.... Haiz... Too bad... We are meant to "serve" her today.... I went back quite early today... just to help things out a little... I slept for a while... When I woke up.. I can hear my sister keep mumbling about me not helping her out... Of course la.. I'm a boy.. how can help them to prepare dishes? My duty there is to carry things from my home to a hall... (Note: My house is an apartment... Imagine you're from Block B carrying things to Block A.... And you need to carry things for few rounds... How tiring can that be?) My mom's dishes are like.. Whoah... In just less than 1 day.. she prepared almost 13 dishes for 40-50 person.... Very Pro right? BTW, after we prepared all the things... Here comes her friends... I've calculated the amount of friends and relatives... There are about less than 30 of them la... So how can we finish the food we prepared? Haiz... It's such a waste.... Nothing special actually happened there... Just that we(the relative boys) chit chat la... Then the cutting of the cake... Then we pack it back to our house...=.="... Today really is a tiring day la...

Heartbroken... For real....

Today...(technically it's yesterday..) .... I heard from some1 saying that the person that I like actually like someone else... I sense that too... Way on the beginning... But why? If you don't love me, why you said that you liked me? I'm really sad...What do u think about it? When someone you love rejects you using age as an excuse but end up with another one? This is just ridiculous... I'm heartbroken... Real heartbroken... because she don't even like me... For what I'm gonna waste my time for? I really really starting to hate her... I don't think we can even become friends anymore... She lied to me.. I hate people who lied my love.... Now, I don't wanna care about her anymore... So... I'll just forget about her... Forget how we actually met... Although a couple of teardrops just shed... But I'm satisfied... I'll just forget her... Maybe one day, my destined love might come... Just one day....

Love is Blind

This is the first time I've ever like someone so much that I think this is my true love... That's too many co-incidence that I meet her... I've even met her in somewhere... Far far away from school... where my family went for relaxing... Pangkor... I saw her there... My life was filled... One day, when I heard someone said that she liked me... I'm stunned... by happiness... All my life, this is the first time that someone love me and I love that person... I really really hope our relationship will grow... But why? Why? why she rejected me? I tried so hard to go for her... even till the extent... but she rejected me... Do you think I'll just give up like this? She asked me to stop.. to stop... I said I'll stop... but inside my heart I'm cheating myself... My soul was weak... Because I LOVE HER!!! Right now, I just hope to find someone that can love me... and I love her... In the meantime... I still can't forget about her...

Car... I mean.... Cars

Today... I went to Audi, Nissan, Mazda and Skoda car lots... Nothing much there... Just saw the new Audi A4, which are a nice car.... The headlights rules man.... Nissan Sylphy was okay, kinda worth-buying, but not my type of car... Mazda... Whoah... it's a Vroom-vroom car man!! The new Mazda-6 is my type of car... when I said it... I mean it... The Mazda CX-9 also quite nice... But too bad for Skoda... the designs are.... haiz....