Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I'll do it.... We will do it..

Today, Chen Shin and I talk a while... About why I hate him and he also told me that why he hate me... He gave his reasons and so do I, we really talk a lot that time... Talk about how we feel about each other... But after that, I realize that both of us are wrong... both of us aren't doing the things that supposed to be... Thanks Larry, you helped a lot...

We were friends when we were form 2... We were so committed to BSMM ( Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia) and we served it for so long.... He.... The guy who knows first aid and managing.... Me.... The guy who only knows how to march, march, march... But those days are gone... We all grew up... It's time for serious matter... Two years later( this year's Feb) .....our day came... to take posts. We weren't the boys that we used to be... We competed for that one post... The President of BSMM.... Although I didn't really cared about it.... But he cared... Yes, I don't have the capability to become the President... But I learned a lot since then... Maybe yes, my thinkings are still that childish... to hope that our BSMM could be systematic... But still, I got think before I said that...

We forgive each other then, but in one condition.... If, one of us remain the same... Didn't change our attitude or leading capability.... We will still take each other as enemies... So, this solve the case, for now....

But I want to say... Next year... I will still improve myself... I will still compete for next year... I won't give up... Although my chances may be small... Chen Shin... hope you'll know that... We may have forgive each other.... But I also won't give up easily... I still want to remain to show you that, I have change... that I can lead... So, let's play fair, okay? This year I've learned from my very own mistakes.. So I'll prepare for next year.... Let's take this as challenge okay? Don't hold grudges against each other anymore.... One of us must lose in the very end... So we must also prepare to fail....

Now, let's put that aside... maybe once and for all.... We will forget those things, and start new lives again... helping each other... No matter who got the post next year.... We can still serve BSMM.... to our very end of schooling...

1 comment:

.::. Amos_yEoNg .::. said...

hey man... school's opening alrdy... so i hope ur charged up and ready to get buzy again!! mayb this year luck is upon us and v get to make our team even better!!

i've realised how much stuff went wrong and how stupid it must have been. i learnt that forgiving doesn't mean forgetting and life moves on. so i hope dat everything is passe and this year, 2009, is our year :)

see ya at school...

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