Lee Chong Wei... It's okay...

Yesterday was a match between two badminton superior... Their skill are unmatchable... But both of them will meet... At the Beijing Olympic... So it started... Lin Dan(China) took the first serve...

The match was easy to Lin Dan... I think Chong Wei have been nervous all along the game... All his skills have worn off... He can't concentrate well in the game... So he lost a lot... In the first round, he lost by 21-12.... So after that... Pressure came towards him...

In the second match... He was too nervous to go on... SO... You should know how it ended... Haiz... It's such a waste.... But still Malaysia get one SILVER...

2 days of PAIN!!!!

On Sunday... I was sick... Very sick.... Ya, and I dunno what cause it... Seriously....

Hmm... How to start? So here goes my story...

Suddenly, i felt dizzy after going sleeping a while in the afternoon.... Then, my body was warm (fever) and my nose... ARRGGHH.... Flu!!! Then... Then what? Of course took some medicine la... LOL!!!! I slept the whole day.... Haiz... Waste my time....

The second day, which is Monday... Oh no.... Still so dizzy (fever) ... and my flu... AND... sore throat and cough... Haiz.. two extra sickness..

Bla..Bla..Bla.. I still went to skul.. But at skul... My friends prayed for my sickness to be calmed.. And it did, at the next day.... After skul, I went to my friend's house... Then I went for Carol practice...

The carol practice was nice... But my condition wasn't... I thought I could learn more that day... So I can catch up... But i couldn't... Melvin's friend... Valerie help to ease my sick by doing Reiki... Ya... Reiki.. Although I dunno what's that...

So... The next day... My fever went down.. So thanks to the prayers and Reiki... Cause I dunno which one healed me... or maybe God led me to Valerie? So that I can be healed... Who knows?

I must improve myself... "to be a better man"...

Haha... Guess you'll ask why I put "to be a better man" right?

It's a song.... I think most of you all heard it before... But let's cut the crap... It's not about this song...

Yesterday... Around 8:10 pm..... My eldest sis and I went for the carol practice... When we first reach there, it was like... Whoah... So little people join in the carol... And almost all of them are above 20 years old... So i was like... Oh man, am I the youngest there? Ya, I am....

Then, slowly by slowly the room filled with about 4 Tenors, 5 Sopranos, 4 Altos, and 5 Base... Including me... So, come on man.. Let's do this...

We warm up... Then after that, we start singing songs... we sang 'Jingle Bells', 'Deck the halls'(that's the song name, right?) and some other christmas songs... The 'Jingle Bells' is the hardest to sing because the words are long and tongue twisting.. And the speed is quite fast... So.. Hahaha....

I met a lot of guys that really can sing... REALLY!!! They're voice is nice... And finally I know that my voice needs improvement... Especially the high notes....

That's all... Hope to see them again... They really are friendly....

Yea... I got into the Carol job...

Yesterday... Melvin came... He is a great music-singing person... He audition me and my eldest sis with different kinds of tunes and notes... And by using the Pianica?? I dunno... A half piano and half recorder type of instrument... He first audition me... Testing my keys and notes as a start... Phew, luckily, I survived... Except for higher tones... Then he goes on by playing random notes.. And I must follow it!!! i survived too... Third round... Which was the hardest one... Is to test my hearing... He press two keys at once... 1 high and 1 low... And I need to sing the two notes by separating them apart... Kinda hard, but I passed... Then, last round.... SING A SONG!!!! So i sang 'Tong Hua' Which was one of my easiest song to sing... Because I memorize the whole song and my choir sang that on public once... Then, he said bravo to me... my sound is nice because my sound is very deep... So I've become the Base... That's how they call it right? Hehehe... I'll skip my sis part la.. Both of us are qualified to sing carol songs at Genting Highland... My sis becomes the Suprano... While I still on my Base as usual...

I'll do it.... We will do it..

Today, Chen Shin and I talk a while... About why I hate him and he also told me that why he hate me... He gave his reasons and so do I, we really talk a lot that time... Talk about how we feel about each other... But after that, I realize that both of us are wrong... both of us aren't doing the things that supposed to be... Thanks Larry, you helped a lot...

We were friends when we were form 2... We were so committed to BSMM ( Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia) and we served it for so long.... He.... The guy who knows first aid and managing.... Me.... The guy who only knows how to march, march, march... But those days are gone... We all grew up... It's time for serious matter... Two years later( this year's Feb) .....our day came... to take posts. We weren't the boys that we used to be... We competed for that one post... The President of BSMM.... Although I didn't really cared about it.... But he cared... Yes, I don't have the capability to become the President... But I learned a lot since then... Maybe yes, my thinkings are still that childish... to hope that our BSMM could be systematic... But still, I got think before I said that...

We forgive each other then, but in one condition.... If, one of us remain the same... Didn't change our attitude or leading capability.... We will still take each other as enemies... So, this solve the case, for now....

But I want to say... Next year... I will still improve myself... I will still compete for next year... I won't give up... Although my chances may be small... Chen Shin... hope you'll know that... We may have forgive each other.... But I also won't give up easily... I still want to remain to show you that, I have change... that I can lead... So, let's play fair, okay? This year I've learned from my very own mistakes.. So I'll prepare for next year.... Let's take this as challenge okay? Don't hold grudges against each other anymore.... One of us must lose in the very end... So we must also prepare to fail....

Now, let's put that aside... maybe once and for all.... We will forget those things, and start new lives again... helping each other... No matter who got the post next year.... We can still serve BSMM.... to our very end of schooling...

I'm Brand New

From Today starting... I'm a brand new person... I will not hold back my anger... To fight for my rights.... Carolyn told me the right thing... I must fight back... I think that person know what I'm saying... Ya... I'm back to fight for my freedom... Beware... I will not be startled again... I will not be a coward, a mouse that still stick inside a hole... I will be like a warrior... Ready to fight my opponent no matter how strong, how powerful he is... I'm drawing my sword.... I will be like stone undaunted... Be Ready... My true self is back...

Wow... So amazing...

Yesterday, Saturday morning... I went to S.M.K Sri Utama for their BSMM installation day... Which means the new BOD will be announced... There, we (Me, Ai Sha, Evelyn, Jia Zhen and Jia Yee) met Evelyn... Not our Evelyn Ong... Their Evelyn.... The new Head Section Leader (HSL) A.K.A President for their school's BSMM... She went to our school before... So we knew her... Before the installation ceremony begin... We walked around their school, wandering there... The school really gives me a home feeling... It really is nice... although it looks kinda old...

Then, we saw their installation... It was nice... Their foot drill need to improve a bit... But they managed it perfectly... Then, we saw some moves from chinese drum and lion dance... That was nice... Especially the lion dance... They look really like an animal... LOL..

Then, we played some games.... Passing the intrepretation by doing signs... It was funny... After that, we EAT!!!

Then, we saw Diabolo, and it was way much better than our school, dunno when they started training leh? Hmm... After that, there was singing... 4 girls and a boy that stands in the middle.... They singing is just okay... But the second girl... She was so good at it... Then she had another song named 'Hero' with the guy... Last game.... need to eat crackers... i mean biscuits.... But in a condition... When the music goes, then you can move. But when the music stops, Hehehe.... You must stop also...

We have some pictures with Evelyn and the Ex-HSL...(sorry cuz i dunno her name...)... And I've made many friends from another school... like Jian Phan, Sabreena, Idlan, Evelyn and many more... Hope to see them again....