23 September 2010
Hey guys... mostly girls... I'm back! kinda caught up in games nowadays but of course... will try to end this ASAP
at times I feel like I'm getting further from them.. Sometimes I do thought of being alone at the corner.. Just like Hon Foung. Studying alone, being alone, being a nobody seems good.. less caught up with friends and activities. It's stressful sometimes to say hi to everybody I know, faking my smiles when I feel like being alone.
Certain times I do feel like digging a hole and hide myself in it. I just felt like it.
I do hate people with several faces.. I don't know whether I am one or not.. but.. I do know who is that kind of person.. Just knew that not very long ago..
Until now I still haven't feel what best friends are like.. because I don't have one.. The psychologist is true.. what he explained through my drawings are correct.. I don't trust friends too much.