Classic Liew

The Reason

2011-10-28T15:14:00.003+08:00

I've been quite down or to say, "emo" for the past few months, due to my negative thoughts about everything else that happens around me. I'll just sum out everything so you all could understand.

1. Problems with myself
its due to my stress for the course I'm taking, STPM. yeah I've been having butterflies in my stomach since the early of the year, been working hard on it(especially Chemistry) until my mid year exam results came out. Its a let-down, with CHEMISTRY as my lowest amongst other subjects. I've put 100% effort on it, but still.. what a disappointment. STPM really am trying to make us go crazy. That's why people said STPM stands for "Study Till Partially Mad". Guess its true.
Then, I've start to become fed up with STPM, though I must go on. There's also quite a few reason for the stress in my exam but I'll just skip that.

From the start, I didn't wanted to pursue Dentistry. And yes, as all of you know me, I love music and I know I can't go further because I'm already late(old) for this thing. "Music must start from young etc etc", so I heard from everyone. So Music is a no go for me.(I really would like to try though, I ) Then I thought, I'm kinda interested in the designs and the programmings of softwares and computer hardwares.. e.g how to make a processor and such. However, my family said that its not a good opportunity to make money, and it will be hard to survive unless you're a genius or successful in it. Kinda accept the fact, and went on.. Then they proposed: "why not taking Dentistry? Dentistry can earn so much money, family oral health are being taken care of for free, and more free time compared to doctors.." Well, at 1st I thought it would be okay if I take dentistry since I love to help people, since I was once active in first aid activities. And also, since I'll be taking STPM for this.. I might be able to have more time to check what subject I like to take for my future.

Now, as time goes by, I realised my mistake, medical courses is not my type. Its just too hard for me to go on for something I don't really fancy doing. Not that I don't like Biology, but to involve it totally into my life is just, not my interest. Same goes to Physics, I LOVE IT! but I don't want to be a professor or anything.. Just learning it is fun.

Thats one of the reason I've been really confused during these months, what am I doing here in this college taking STPM? What is my purpose in this life? My job? My Future? All the subjects I've currently taken cannot ignite my passion.

I've lost my will to study STPM, but I can't just drop this. Its been bugging my mind since then.

Its all my fault

2. Problems with my friends
I know its my duty to study well and score well, but to do something that I don't have passion on it is just quite hard for me. Still I tried to go on.. with my cheerful attitude.. thinking I might just survive until the course's over.

I knew everyone, I talked to everyone, I walked with everyone, I smiled and laughed with everyone. Yes, I am their friend(so I claim). Yes, they treat me as a friend too, but most of them don't treat me as a "FRIEND", because I'm just not in their gang. I have no gang to be with, though it seemed like I'm one gang with Hui Yee, Simone and Janice, it ain't really true.

I've been left out from my class. Everyone seemed like a stranger to me after the new semester began. Noah went into Muniye's "gang"; Guy Eon have their own gang, which I hardly can join them well.. and I can't join others as well.. Its hard.

Okay, regarding Hui Yee, Simone and Janice.. Its not them who ignored my presence, its just because I'm me.. I'm a guy, and I don't have a girlfriend; They're girls, and all of them have boyfriends.. You know.. I can't really get too close to them.. so there's a certain gap between us.(Simone's bf somehow is more sensitive because I'm quite close to her) And yeah, as I said, they're girls.. Some topics are not mine to barge into..

During the days, Janice the wise one will just skip some classes.(She's really good in her studies so it doesn't matter to the teachers at all) Then, Simone joins in.. Hui Yee? Err.. She's a tardy person but she's always sitting with her bf, so its better not to disturb.

I treat Noah as my brother in this college. He likes to talk his problems with me and we'll pray together, have bible study together, and help each other.. But the love problems he encounters made him really "emo"(just like me for the past few months) and somehow He's not attending class as often too.

Mok? Yes that guy, he was my friend until a month or two ago we had an argument. A silly one. I've apologised for my part of wrongdoings and he just doesn't accept, so why should I further push myself to save this friendship?

I'm quite jealous too, you know? when everybody has their own celebration of birthday with their friends, I do not.. Heck I only received a birthday card from Jack only. Everyone just forgot about my birthday. At least, I wished them and even tend to buy cards with everyone's words of cheers in it for them, but still, I got nothing. I called my friends and wish them personally, but I did not get any. Seriously I feel lonely. This is just like high school, only worse.

I worked hard for the class video.. I love the moments in that video, and I cherished it. Its like a mask that hides me from this reality, that I'm actually alone all this while. Thus, I've been really down thereafter.. not even wanting any attention anymore.

3. Problems with my relationships
No I'm not hitting on girls, nor having my sight on one.. Its just that, people tend to work hard with their bf/gf by their side. I felt silly and yeah, alone again. Always seeing how in my class, couples that studies together are awesome. Their grades improved greatly and they really do focus much on studies. They support each other, giving the determination to work harder. I can see that in all of them. So yeah again, I'm feeing jealous too.

I've always been the cheerful one, but there's no one to cheer me up. Only my piano is able to make me deeply happy.

I felt tired of this STPM life, and giving a lot of excuses to myself for my bad results. Tiredness was one of it.
I've been trying to fix this by moving near college. It was good at first, but back to the normal state after.

4. Results of these
a) Lazy
b) Emo
c) Depressed
d) Stressed
e) Wasting my time, doing nothing but reading comics and watching animes
f) Lots of excuses for myself

Its just one month left, and I just recovered from this, somehow..
Its useless for me to think so much for now. So I'll just put these aside for now.

Hope I can manage my time and go through this exam.

Ethan Liew signing out.

Update

2011-08-09T15:12:00.002+08:00

Its August and I'm kinda in the tension to study now.. Maybe too late? lol

Anyway, that Choon Wai is such a stalker, he actually memorised what I mentioned 2 years ago in my blog.. didn't know he got so much time to read my past blog posts..

But he mentioned THAT.. something I couldn't let go yet.. not everything; Its still inside of me somehow, as I wait for it to come... Why is it?! Dude Its been freaking 2 years ++..

I'm kinda into manga nowadays.. Thanks to my friends (Simone and Janice).. though they read Shoujo mangas and I don't.. I kinda read Kimi no Iru Machi and Suzuka now.. kinda ero in some pages but the story is nice and beautiful.. especially Suzuka.. but its awkward to see nudes in it =.=" can't they censor it? @.@

Ethan Liew signing off =)

UPDATE!!!!

2011-06-19T10:24:00.002+08:00

haha.. surprised?

Its been months that I've staying off from blogging so now I'm back!(a while)

anyway, just telling you all I'm still healthy and still alive ^^

my sis bought a new handphone: the HTC Sensation which is currently the best smartphone in the market now hehe.. (you know, I'm a phone-craze XD)

school-life is getting pretty busy.. and boring.. People tend to ignore me now.. or is it just my imagination.. I'm not as close to them like last time =(

tata

Part 2

2011-02-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I think I realised the true feeling inside me =)

I want to be alone with nature.. but I cannot give it up.. or to say.. I don't want to be alone =.="

Weird right? How do I want to be alone while I don't want to? haha that's me @.@

I feel very calm and my mind without sorrow whenever I stand near the rain alone.. without anyone near me.. without anyone in the range of my sight, I feel great! lol
(whoever who sometimes sees me standing near the rain, you'll know what I mean XD)

that's what been bothering me.. that's why sometimes I feel like dropping my tears (on purpose) sometimes.. I'm crazy right?

Ethan Liew signing out

this feeling

2011-02-06T00:47:00.004+08:00

I'm not sure what is happening to me.. this feeling of depression.. Is it stress? I don't think so..
But what is it? I feel lacking the thing called LOVE.

"LOL" some might give this expression.. and honestly I felt like hugging someone and cry.. but hugging someone requires love.. the love between families.. friends.. the loved one..

Nah you all should know I'm single until now.. so I never had a chance to hug anyone.. haha..

my families? I've already acted like a real man(with childish thoughts) when I was so young.. hugging my parents is the last thing I would do.. and to imagine crying in front of them.. =.= my siblings? NO WAY! I would literally die by their hands.. my elder sisters treated me like a perverted wolr when I was so young.. so now we almost had a limit to our closeness.. i that is the word to describe..

my father do hug me sometimes.. but that only gives me a small decrease in my depression..

my grannies? nope.. I can't hug them tight I think..

I dunno why.. I just can't hug anyone.. everything is by myself.. (and dude I'm not a psycho that will hug himself and cry right?)

Friends? definitely a no! come on.. If I hug a guy.. people will think I'm a gay.. If I hug a girl.. either gossips will be spreaded or I'll suffer punches from their boyfriends.. haha..

and to say about friends.. how many friends do I have? a lot? to me.. its only a few.. And up until now, I cannot trust anyone as much.. (yup Hui Yee.. I'm still the same old me).. no one in this world is able to gain my full trust. because I felt sick of being hurt by it again..

I hate smiling.. but yet I need to be like that.. I always look cheerful on the outside.. but inside-..............

everything is still own my own and God.. I sought peace when I'm with Him.. and I hope I can submit this feeling of mine to God.. and forget it..

Ethan Liew signing out

Off

2011-01-02T16:35:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to use my computer unless necessary for this year.. So you wouldn't expect any updates for a long time here.. =)

Ethan the Music lover XD

No Talent

2010-12-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

Yeah he said I have no talent in music

I'm the one who lead the choir group in my school..

I'm the one using my hearing ability to improve and harmonise "stand by me" song for our grandmother. And the credit goes to the eldest among us siblings, my sis.

I'm the one who've not seen any songs tutorial and learn from them. I learn by music scores and no matter how I will follow that path.

I'm not even grade 1 yet, though I can't detect any chords for a song, I can play the full melody(original tone) by hearing and practicing just a bit. In fact, I can create my very own melody(Right Hand). This means that I can create songs! And I'm still just few months touching my piano.

If I managed to learn music in a proper way and to be exact, if I have been educated in music since I'm young.. I dare say that I might be another music prodigy in this world.

And to say that I'm not really interested in contemporary music, that I'm much more attracted to classics, but do you think a not-even-grade-1 fella can play all these songs? Susah nak harap la..

Quality is always better than Quantity. Though honestly my eldest sister knows how to play more complete songs than me, my tempo and smoothness of a song won't lose. Learning through music scores is a hard way than just follow a pianist's hand running in a piano on Youtube. But this will eventually pay off one day. While through scores, I will master sight-reading one day.. So don't think that early achievement will be far ahead compared to the slow one.

That's all.
Ethan Liew signing out.

Wrong Choice

2010-12-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

Yeap indeed I've made a wrong choice in studying STPM, but that's life! I'm just gonna stand up and run the whole race. I know I can do it, but Dentistry? Hmm...

It all started when SPM results came out. Everyone is starting to have their career be their goals so they took the subjects they're interested in. Me? Nah.. How can I be a musician?(yeah my primary goal was to become a musician, a pianist, a maestro....) eyes that stated "You have no talent" glared at me.. Yeah I'm not as talented but yeah, I'm better than a lot people too. Never know when you never tried eh? haha but I have no chance on it.

"Music as a career for men? You won't earn enough living for a family."
"There are a lot of talented people other than you, you won't survive."

Thus it was my farewell to music education, then I thought "I love electronics, computer, programs... Hmm.. Programming should be fun!" So this is my second choice, Programming. I got interested on how computers, programs etc work.

"A lot of people are taking these.. You must be very successful to earn a lot!"

HANCUR! haha so my mom kept saying that Dentist is a good job. Well obviously, because she went there every few weeks(maybe?) and got charged for more than RM200. Then yeah that's when I thought.. Okay since I like to help people out.. and I love Red Crescent so much.. I should try this, and I made Dentistry my goal now.

And because of Dentistry I must take STPM.

Now, I'm getting the feel that I shouldn't be here, in STPM. But half a year is already gone. I'm now stuck.. I can't turn back now.. Dentistry all the way now.. =)

I feel guilty. If I am really decisive I would've made a bold choice at going for music or tech educations.. I will be even more happier that way.

Lets hope I can endure this choice for life that I've made now.. I can do it! =)

Ethan the Classic signing out

Fun day

2010-11-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

30th of November 2010

Today I went to college to do my group experiments with Hui Yee, Simone, Janice and Vivian.(The only guy here XD)

Yup it was fun, since I am the only guy there.. Got used lol. They asked me to use my MANPOWAA~(man's strength) to help them to collect soils. haha

Besides that, Vivian brought a 小强(xiu qiong, in cantonese, a name for cockroach) for the insect collection assessment. From that I realised how cute is a cockroach, despite how dirty it is. hehe

After the experiment, we went out for lunch, leaving Vivian alone =( (sorry Vivian XD) and played pool XD

On the way back, I went to KLCC to see whether the HTC HD7 are there to be viewed. Alas I saw one at the HTC store. The "promoter/manager/whoever he is" was holding one and I was like: "Whoah, is it THE HD7?" and he smiled nodding his head. My face was covered with smile when I saw how fast the phone is ^^ Definitely must win this phone in the contest! =)

I saw the iPad too~!! Wow I'm amazed at the smoothness of that device. It's so great I couldn't describe lol.

That's it for today..
Ethan Liew signing out.

Nice one~

2010-11-22T22:22:00.004+08:00

I loved how my pastor joked about a verse yesterday

“Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die.”(KJV) the last paragraph from 1st Corinthians 15:32

Then my pastor said: "in our time now, we would say "Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we DIET!""

Quite true lol

Anyway, I don't think there's a lot of people wandering in my blog already, thanks to me for not touching it for quite some long time.

Thanks to my brother Joseph(not real bro, but in Christ), and also brother Unsgar for taking me to gym after every Sunday Service. I feel strong! and now my back hurts! all because yesterday's workout was all for the backs.. @.@

ah been lazy these days.. I need to win that HTC HD7! Been trying so hard now.. Hope you guys can help me =)

Ethan Liew signing out.

The 7th day of the week

2010-11-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

13th November 2010

Today is Saturday, also known as the Sabbath day. What is Sabbath day? it literally means Rest day in the Bible, the Word of God.

I guess you wonder why I would talk about that right? It all happens when few Koreans preached their interpretation of the Gospel for me. I was shocked at that time to know that I was so unprepared in my Bible knowledge. I almost knew nothing regarding the Bible. So, they kept on "attacking" me in different ways, saying that my church teachings are incorrect and theirs are true. They've asked why our service is held on Sunday but not Saturday, which is the Sabbath day? the Holiest day of the week, where God Himself asked the Jews to observe it? My mind was totally blank. I was flanked by 3 of them, not knowing what to answer, nor how to just run from them. So I would just accept what they were talking about. Besides that, they also talked about why Christmas shouldn't be celebrated and why the Passover event MUST be observed and kept.

But through God's grace, I was able to ask my senior, a near fourty brother in Christ regarding Sabbath and Sunday, the Lord's day when I'm on the way back home. He gave me a website. http://www.middletownbiblechurch.org/reformed/sabbath.htm

This really explains why our church does our service on Sunday instead. I was relieved that there was really such answer to that. I believe I chose the correct church. So I replied them through SMS with the link included. But they are hard-headed, not willing to give up on me, to bring me to their church; to convert me into their belief. Not long then I was getting annoyed by them. @.@

Now they've asked that I should meet them during Monday afternoon, after my school ends. Should I meet them? knowing that they will keep on trying to convince that my church practice wrong teachings? Do leave a comment here. Thanks

Ah and by the way, my [all about smartphone] website is on! http://smartphoneit.blogspot.com

Ethan Liew signing out

New blog for new taste

2010-11-11T03:01:00.001+08:00

Hey there! I've created a blog about phones.. will tell you all soon ^^
its my hobby to do tech news about phones so I hope you all will enjoy..

Damn I really need a new phone..

2010-11-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

6 September 2010

I love my phone, my Xperia X1, but I need to move on.. So I've been working hard on the Windows Phone 7 contest. Trust me, you wouldn't know I would send 1000+ friends about this right? @.@

So now I'm half dead, dad knows I'll lose my scholarship. Hmm.. I wonder how many more people will experience the same? even people who REALLY study got 55 marks for Biology, I can't imagine mine =.="

Will soon try to install ROMs for Ms. Simone's HD2, hmm.. kinda pressured though, just because it isn't mine, so I'm kinda scared of bricking her phone.. Wish me luck! I got to do some reading about it first LOL

I feel like stopping something, because my true passion isn't that. I once said I liked the other one, but obstacles blocked my way, it prevented me to fly further. Who knows? I might soar way beyond if I try..

Ethan Liew signing out

Help me win please!

2010-11-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

Guys and Girls, I'm back in my blog for now.. But I need help from you all!

Please, those who have Facebook accounts

mind doing me a favor?
please view this url:
http://www.facebook.com/windowsphonemalaysia?ref=ts
like this page.
then view my profile http://www.facebook.com/ethanliew92
click support at the wall post of
"Windows Phone 7: Make it Mine contest"
click allow
then support me, if you cannot find me inside,
click support at my profile again and you'll see me! Thanks!
(if you're really a good person and you want to help me.. Please do promote this for me too! THANKS!!)

Officially Closed.... For one and a half month

2010-10-03T20:10:00.002+08:00

yep.. temporarily closed to concentrate more on my studies.. All the best on your exams especially Form 6 mates! (Shen Xi, Yee Kha, Chun Wai(If it's spelled correctly), myself(^^), Caryn, Simone, Janice, Karen Mok(LOL), Hui Yee, Noah, Surya, Loka, Ivy, Chui Ying, Ivan, Vivian, Yee Meng, Jia Yu, Man Yi, Fu Hong, Houn Foung, Hemanya, Sonia, Murnianya!(Muniye), Bryan, Guy Eon, Yi Hua, Yi Lim, Jack Goh, Jacqueline, Hui Shan, Charmaine, Wen Ying, Shu Yi, Thomas, Le Yi.. and the list continues (sorry if I didn't mention your name) So.. Study well guys and hope we score this with confidence ^^

Ethan Liew signing out.

my phone...

2010-09-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

As some of you guys out there who thinks I'm a mediocre at using my phone.. you might be wrong.. It's not easy to use my phone like you use Symbian OS(IF you don't understand what that means.. Turn on your old Nokia phones, including the touch-screens one and start looking at their displays!)

Some might think.. What's so good about my phone? but before I make any statements.. you must know my phone model is Xperia X1i which the model is some 2 years old.. Not Xperia X10 which is out for just a few months from now. Study more about phones before you simple assume something. my phone is considered very fast during those times.. and been compared with Iphone 3G by many phone-judges.

Okay, my phone carries a Windows Mobile 6.1 OS which is quite nice for the past years. But as you know.. Windows phones.. What do they do? THEY LAG THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR PHONES! literally.. Compared to the Iphone 3G which carries almost the same Processor speed and such.. and do stuff way more faster than my phone.

so yeah you think that's all? 6.1 is a total shitty OS with no customizations. It's like a Windows on your freaking handphone.. and with such a small 3.1" screen.. it's literally a nightmare.

So, I've done some research, and I found that xda-developers are amazing. what do they do? they do roms for phones (Which I bet you guys don't even know what are these for the phones).

And for the past few months.. I've been changing my phone into "other phones" and get the updates from the developers out there. Sony Ericsson is not good in providing good services. they gave us some firmware updates for the first few months and then? stops it and promote new phones for us to change. WTF? Even a Iphone 3G which is older than my phone can get iOS4 update.. Darn SE.

My phone can be modded using HTC's Sense UI(User Interface), Xperia X2 rom(which also means I turned my phone into an X2), Touchflo3D, Orange UI, and of course now.. Android which must be loaded through Windows! all these stuff requires some reading and risks.. phones might get bricked if you simply install a rom.

All these UIs and roms gives different feels and use for my phone. So yeah some roms might store taken pictures into the micro-SD card, and some into the device.

Yesterday my friends think I'm a noob just because I don't know which folder did I store the freshly taken pics. I installed this rom not very long ago so I didn't know they preset the location to the device instead of the micro-SD. so around 30-1 min search I can't find it in my micro-SD and my friends kinda laughed at me at my "stupidity of using my phone". It's not that I'm angry.. Just that I feel like telling them that they're so wrong.

Despite all the negative feedbacks on this phone.. I still love it. The design is nice, plenty of roms for me to try, and a full QWERTY keyboard.. Oh yeah!

Fin

tech craze

2010-09-25T15:34:00.003+08:00

Yeah you're probably will look at me when you see this topic.

yeah if you want, I can update my blogs with tech news about phones.. Only IF you're interested.. post your comments here XD

Classicals are just my stuffs.. I don't hear new songs unless I heard it from other people.. Feel like I'm outdated but.. Classicals are the best! Hooray~

Ethan Liew signing out

TARC life no.18

2010-09-23T23:31:00.004+08:00

23 September 2010

Hey guys... mostly girls... I'm back! kinda caught up in games nowadays but of course... will try to end this ASAP

at times I feel like I'm getting further from them.. Sometimes I do thought of being alone at the corner.. Just like Hon Foung. Studying alone, being alone, being a nobody seems good.. less caught up with friends and activities. It's stressful sometimes to say hi to everybody I know, faking my smiles when I feel like being alone.

Certain times I do feel like digging a hole and hide myself in it. I just felt like it.

I do hate people with several faces.. I don't know whether I am one or not.. but.. I do know who is that kind of person.. Just knew that not very long ago..

Until now I still haven't feel what best friends are like.. because I don't have one.. The psychologist is true.. what he explained through my drawings are correct.. I don't trust friends too much.

Fin

Hey Guys and Girls.. I'm back

2010-09-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ Finally now I noticed how long I didn't touch my blog for sometime.. so I'm back now.. will keep update soon

Busy

2010-08-09T22:06:00.001+08:00

Ethan Liew Tjun Git has set the display to Busy mode.

Oh oh..

2010-08-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

Today went to Kasturi with my 2 of my great friends.. Shen Xi and Yee Kha.. How I missed them before I met them today.. Yee Kha looked just as good looking as usual.. and of course Shen Xi is still as gorgeous as she smiles.. (electrifying!!)

But too bad I cannot try their class.. so I just went to PC fair.. Silly me thought the PC fair was at PWTC so I went there.. and what I see there was printing machines etc fair.. LOL so I went to KLCC then and got there too early.. =.="

I was the first visitor to get into the pc fair today!! oh yeah I'm so proud.. though there might be hundreds behind me.. I quickly walked as fast as I could to the hall XD

Today I tested few phones.. but finally it all comes back to my Xperia X1.. Though my X1 is not as fast as theirs.. the functions of my X1 is still the best.. what you want X1 to be.. X1 can be! ^^

Overall Pc fair is still the same.. nothing special..

TARC life no.17

2010-08-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

3rd of August 2010

Aww how time passes eh? I've been kept silent in my blog for quite a long time now.. Time to update a little bit just to cheer my fans up ^^

yesternight(yeah it's not a word) and tonight I'm using my whole time doing my presentation slides for my PA presentation tomorrow.. wish me luck

Everytime I look at her, and she look at me.. I can't freaking open my mouth and speak! I just smiled widely at her and moved my head =.=" I feel like a retard @.@
Still as cowardly as last time..

And yeah the girl that I am talking about.. is not from 11S2b.. XD

Deng it's always the same.. We all thought of the same questions, mostly in Physics.. are minds are almost the same then? XD But too bad my mind is way too distorted compared to hers >.<

ah well, study comes 1st. ^^

Now that I noticed..

Caryn's face is always erm... very erm... indescribable.. XD

Surya got annoyed by me lol

Hui Yee... always hyperactive when she sees me.. hehe

Noah.. pikat girls non-stop only >.<

Mok.. he saw me and Charmaine today and then he text me: " I see you all" so afraid of losing her I think..

Simone.. her monkey face is awesome.. really do look like a monkey sometimes.. haha

Janice.. she cut her hair!! looks better..

until now then.. Need to rush my slides.. tata for now ^^

TARC life no.16

2010-07-24T20:45:00.001+08:00

23rd July 2010

Hmm... Can't recall what had happened during Friday.. But I just remember that I'm sick =.="

Flu and sore-throat.. and a bit dizzy so I suspect I had fever.. But nothing major.. Focused on Chemistry and Physics.. so after that my brain cannot cope and I slept during Bio class.. for 20 minutes or so..

Got my Handphone back~! Love my Xperia.. too bad the service wasn't good enough.. The signal problem haven't been completely solved.. but I'm satisfied anyway.. At least the signals are still there and I can make calls..

Starting to port Android on my phone today.. Wish me luck.. ^^

Hate Flu~ Throat infection

2010-07-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

SICK!!! Will update my TARC series tomorrow ^^

TARC life no.15

2010-07-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

22th of July 2010

Today I'll just make it short..

During Chemistry Lecture class, ARRRGGHH!! Bryan suddenly said: "Hey Ethan, Joanne said that she loves you!" and everybody in the class.. including 11S1a and 11S2b were there.. and most importantly.. C was there too~! Damn.. =.="

Come on, it should be a joke I think.. But OMG so many people heard that darn statement.. Some cheered =.= How should I avoid this? T^T

And Joanne kept looking at me T^T and her smile towards me is so..... =.="
Totally freaked out.

After that we went for Maths T2 class, and unluckily Joanne sits at the left front of me.. and here goes again.. I kept trying to avoid her eyes.. Humans have Stereoscopic Visions.. and this really sucks when it comes to this.. She just kept on looking at me with a grin.. Oh shit I can still remember it =.="

Vivian is a hamster while Man Yi is a koala! ^^

Today's Chemistry R&C is so funny.. Bryan came into our class and we chat a lot ^^
Even after that Me, Simone, Janice, Bryan and Noah continued the topic lol..

That's all for now..

TARC life no.14

2010-07-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

21st July 2010

8:10am - 9:00 am

I was late to Physics Lecture class. Though it's not that late but.. I'm still late. It's always will be like that if it's raining. Gonna plan to stay there then.. hmm...

Physics Lecture is so fast today.. I can accept most theory but some.. Just don't understand some things.. I need further 1 on 1 question and answer session from teacher to understand.. If not.. I'm surely dead.. DEAD!!

9:00 am to 10:00 am

PA Karangan class.. Got a presentation performed by Fu Hong and Hema.. Don't understand why only Fu Hong the only 1 doing all the talking =.="

I kinda asked him some stupid question that caught him a bit.. XD

Charmaine is kinda interested in Bible stories.. I should tell her about it more often then.. hehe (Mok!! Don't be freaking jealous~)

10:00 am to 11:00 am

Maths T1 lecture.. are always that good hehe... Damn funny lar.. and we enjoyed and learnt something at the same time.

11:00 am to 12:00 pm

I think I got totally no interest on Biochemistry at all.. It's so erm... Boring T^T

Hope I can push myself harder then.. Been telling stories to Charmaine.. Thanks Wen Ying for helping to explain also.. hehe

Break-Time

Osaka Oyuro, This particular so called erm... the Sassy Girl a.k.a "Stitch" really kacau me until =.="

I feel molested T^T
I feel bullied @.@
I feel kesian #.#

I saw girl C at canteen.. can't stop looking at her XD
my eyes will just turn there no matter when I'm eating, talking or doing something else.. Even when Joanne bully me that time =.="

had a close look on Hui Zhen, Joanne and Ah Ying~ today.. found that all 3 of their skins are kept well.. good ah.. haha..

Taught them all about Biology Assessment.. I sounded like a pro then.. haha

2:00 pm to 3:00 pm

PA kenegaraan.. Laughed a lot during Ms. Jacqueline's class.. I always like to say CSL in front of teacher.. her face will straightaway change XD
Simone and I talked about ehem... certain stuff hehe.. And LOL suddenly Ms. Jacqueline said "Tjun Git, janganlah mengurat Simone.. Simone ialah Guy-Eon punye!" I laughed so hard ^^ Simone was totally innocent that time >.<

Getting my X1 back on Friday.. Hope they did not change any parts of mine with a ciplak 1.. I'll definitely kill them.. Definitely

Classic Liew out

TARC life no.13 + add ons ^^

2010-07-20T21:59:00.005+08:00

20th of July 2010

8:00 am - 9:00 am

Maths T1 was okay.. Love how our teacher joke LOL.. Super lame but super fun haha.. Everybody seems to got shocked by my new hairstyle.. Bzzz..

9:00 am - 10:30 am

Biology practical Assessment.. Thought it was hard but it's still fine.. My records for my experiments are so constant.. it looks fake =.=" Hope teacher know it's true lol

Was taking too serious about it.. too concentrated into the experiment.. made my brain tired faster than usual.. =(

11:30 am - 12:10 pm

Chemistry practical.. ^^ it was fun... I like to cheat my records hehe.. and thus I can finish it off early today and went to lunch earlier than usual ^^V

Lunch-Time
sadly, everyone didn't told me where they were heading to.. One said they're heading to canteen 1 so I went there.. Too bad they changed plans and head to canteen 2 instead.. Poor me eating there alone T.T

It's alright.. Since I'm trying to save money >.<

Exra time - 2:00 pm

Revised physics, went to study room and sleep.. but before that I went teasing Surya and quite a number of girls.. LOL imagine how he got irritated by me ^^ (that's for teasing me and Hui Yee yesterday! Yay~! XD)

2:00 pm - 3:00 pm

Physics lecture.. That Hui Yee.. suddenly changed her seat with Ung Yee (wow it rhymes XD).. and thus made me feel erm.. blur? >.<"

80% concentrating on Physics.. 20% gone to somewhere =.=" (still understood what teacher taught of course.. But only 1 thing I kinda blur.. gotta ask teacher tomorrow.. ^^)

Sometimes questions that were asked by me is totally what Ung Yee wanna ask too.. and same case for me with her questions.. I wonder why other people didn't ask those questions? Do they really get what teacher teach? ^^

3:00 pm - 4:00 pm

PA1 tutorial class.. Phew I pass my PA test.. so happy hehehe.. Hope I can do much better in test 2.. Created new animal names for our fellow friends.. Hui Yee (rabbit).. Hui Shan (Panda).. Yee Meng (Zebra).. and of course not forgetting our infamous Beaver (Sin Hui).. ^^

That's all in TARC life today..

time for add-ons..

In LRT

Me and Mok were on the way home and we experienced that there's 1 LRT door that cannot be opened.. So we really don't care.. Then until the next train station.. some people waited for the door to be opened while other doors were opened.. They didn't notice a thing (so blur) and kept on waiting.. So as the good guys, we were just inside the door.. waving at them like monkeys doing their dance and show them that the other doors were opened =.=" It was so funny~! hehehe

Then the most funny part came.. A Malay woman(I'm not racist!) stood up and got ready to go out from the train from the same door =.=" and again as a good Samaritan I politely smiled at her and said: "erm.. Pintu ini tak boleh bukalah." I know my Malay sucks but she understood it well.. First she though okay I'm telling the truth but when the part that I smiled at her.. She then thought that it was a prank by me.. and then she said: "yakah?" and some mumblings showing that she doesn't believe me haha.. So I said: "tengok dululah.. tengok dulu.." with a grin.. making her more uncertain.. (I'm a pro.. I know.. haha)

But before reaching the station.. My heart was pounding with a faster pace.. who knows whether suddenly the door will work fine when it reaches there? I will be damn shy if I was wrong..

And the result is.. It didn't open.. That women that stood near the door knew she was wrong and didn't even dare to talk to me, taking her children out from the LRT at the next nearest door as fast as possible.. And I laughed so hard LOL Mok laughed too hehe.. And some of the bystanders laughed along =.="

Dad's Birthday was today so we celebrated it in a nice restaurant and a cake ^^

TARC life no.12

2010-07-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

19th July 2010

8:00 am - 9:00 am

Chemistry class. Mr. Low brought the test papers and distributed it back to us.. My results aren't that good.. But still satisfied I think.. 1 thing is I lost to Mr. Digi T^T

Hui Yee got 100 for it.. OMG I must beat her! XD

9:00 am to 10:00 am

MUET class. Miss Christina asked us to complete the tutorial that she gave last week.. and she called few of us to show our answer on the board. Sadly I was one of them =.="

My answer was quite short so yeah, I've been waiting for Ms Christina to really talk bad about it.. She was laughing all the way when I posted my answer.. She even cut down a small space for me to post my answer lol. Then I went to the whiteboard, and start writing new answers XD

^^ She corrected a bit of my mistake and said my answer is short but nice! Woohoo! Happy~ hehe

10:00 am to 11:00 am

Chemistry Lecture. We arrived there late but when I went in.. The first thing I see.. XD (you know what...) Mr. Low... (What were you thinking?) LOL

Thank God he haven't start yet.. Everyone were seated except for our class =.="

Saw Ung Yee with her new hairstyle.. *2 thumbs up* totally a new image XD

Concentrated a lot during Chemistry class.. Just don't understand why Chemist wants to invent that cubic system =.="

11:00 am to 12:00 am

PA class. Nothing much.. Just like to kacau Charmaine and Wen Ying hehe.. Since we're same team for PA.. I got to sit with them.. So what to do? kept disturbing them lo.. Charmaine made the fake angry look.. LOL so cute~ Mok will surely like it hehehe

Tea-time...

Met Zhi Kuan and Siew Yin and their friend, Winnie.. We ate our lunch together.. though I became their butler for a while XD we had fun.. talking about my love life =.="

Swimming Session

Swimming is fun~!!!!

That's all for now.. Classic Liew out

No Mood to keep my blog updated like last time..

2010-07-18T23:09:00.001+08:00

Feels bored nowadays to post my usual TARC blogs..

Will try to re-open it soon.. Stay tuned~

Not again.. T.T

2010-07-16T22:25:00.004+08:00

It's already been a couple of times, when I see a girl that's too nice (both pretty and good behaviour).. I can't freaking talk to her.. Haiz..

Worried

2010-07-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

yeah.. haiz..

Today~

2010-07-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Ah~ Everything went just as I wanted.. Except I got 2nd place for the telematch this morning.

Our team should have gone first~! I mean for real! 6 points is very easy to be gained.. (I'm a kia-su fella ^^)

Section C (Word Building) we still have a lot of time but our seniors kinda asked us whether to stop or not and we agreed to stop~

if our team didn't agreed by then, more words should have been formed by us~ T^T (Former Scrabbler ya know! XD)

our team got "aeosyzp" and the letters are repeatable.. so yeah I made quite a few words that they don't understood too XD

euouae is a very nice word.. I knew the meaning before but forgotten because I'm not playing scrabble often already =.="

Totally enjoyed today~ My team is the best~!! (Jun Tian, if spelled correctly; Hong~; Guy Eon, Ung Yee(finally got her correct spelling XD) and of course.. me hehe

Ung Yee is a nice girl XD and of course not forgetting the other girls hehe

Classic Liew out

In the mood to study?

2010-07-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

Nah,, Still haven't stretch myself to the maximum~! OMG OMG OMG

Damn why am I the only one who appreciates and loves classicals among my friends?

Ah well, they just don't know music. Such a pity.

Added some new classical in the mixpod, feel free to hear and enjoy~!

Can't stop doing something.. Just too succumbed to it.. Aarrgghh! should I continue?~

I love Physics~!! Although Mr. Ng (Physics lecturer) actually quite bad in replying people's questions, but he's very good in teaching Physics. I can totally understand what he was saying!

For the first time I did not feel bored in Physics classes all the way until now! Thanks Mr. Ng

Today quite a few of my friends laughed at me for bringing my grade 1 theory test paper and doing it. Although they're grade 6 and some way above, I don't really care..

Maybe one day I can even surpass them eh? XD

Nowadays quite a few people like to share their problems with me. I'm really that trustable eh? But can I trust what you all told me? For me, if you were gossiping about another person, I can't trust you all completely but I need to see it in my own eyes.

That's all for now~

Ah Man~! Just wasted my whole night.

2010-06-27T14:35:00.003+08:00

Wasted my night trying to learn how to use kitchen and cook roms. (In case you don't know what is it, I'll tell you briefly later.) And I turned out nothing. T.T

I never learned anything about computing before, so I'm quite a noob in it. There goes.

ROMs are known as "Read Only Memory". But what I'm basically talking about here is about ROMs in phone devices. In phones, ROMs are basically the memory that stores the Operating System files.

Interesting part is.. Cook ROMs? Why does it meant like this? and what's with cooking a memory using the kitchen? LOL

For ROM cooking, Kitchen are the place you cook your roms(like, duh). It's a program that let's you add ingredients(e.g it let's you add certain programs during the first startup of your device, or changing or adding your homescreens.).

Ingredients are classified as SYS,OEM and EXT.. (though I don't understand a single thing to it. Still learning it bit by bit though)

cooking a rom is the process where you add or remove functions or programs from the current rom that you're doing.

and finally after you've done cooking a rom.. You're eligible to be called a chef! Muahaha (I'm not yet though.. Still learning!!)

Damn now I feel like studying computing instead of Biology.. But WTF I must go on with my goal!! oh yeah!

TARC life no.11

2010-06-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

21th June 2010

Holidays are over and I'm back to college. Nothing much to say today, as I didn't talked much during class.

Today was my first guitar lesson.(sort of)
I told the receptionist I was listed as lvl 2 for guitar but I'm taking lvl 1. 1 of the teachers there told me to come back this Thursday for lvl 2 lesson and tried to shoo me away =.=" but after my nagging finally he let me in for lvl 1 today.. but just for 1 day.

The 1 hour of the lesson was okay.. Learned how to stretch my fingers and warming it up. Then Benjamin (19 year old lvl 1 guitar teacher) said I can enroll for lvl 3 already since I know quite a lot about basics.. even the Barre chords..

After the class I asked about it and that took them quite a long time to make a decision.. and alas, I'm in lvl 3 and my class starts today(22th June, It's past 12 am now) at 4.30.. So I got to bring my guitar to college again (and the only 1 to bring it.) =.="

That's all for today, Classic Liew here

@.@

2010-06-19T17:14:00.001+08:00

Not in the mood to blog nowadays..

Temporarily inactive~!

NO~!!!!!

2010-06-16T19:46:00.004+08:00

Nonono!! Not my voice!!!

I lost my voice.. I can't sing mid-range tunes? All because of my flu, cough, sore-throat etc etc

Just jogged at the park near my home.. You should know where is it right? It's Taman Bukit Jalil.. Check it yourself.. Feel refreshed but dizzy now due to my sickness.

I can barely write this post too.

@.@

OMG

2010-06-13T23:42:00.003+08:00

Having flu now =.="

o2jamv3 maintainence is lengthened.. OMG can't I play it yet?! I still have 1 week of enjoyment before I really start marking my books T^T

Damn it

2010-06-13T23:16:00.004+08:00

I hate people who thinks that classical sucks.. Or claiming that modern musics are better than them.

To all Classics haters: Have you even heard their songs before?

I Love Chopin's Etude Op10 no12 A.K.A Revolutionary Etude. Try that song! I seriously recommend it.

Beethoven's Sonata no8 op13 is nice too. Especially the 3rd movement. (Been searching this for a very long time! It's V3 in o2jam, more or less..)

(They're pure Geniuses)

o2jamv3 server

2010-06-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

http://o2jamv3.co.cc/

For o2jam freaks and lovers.. This is the link to the private server for the game.. Hope you'll enjoy it!

Competiton? LoL

2010-06-11T17:01:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, I offered a challenge to Jia Yu that we would have a guitar battle after Holidays, I was joking at first but she agreed. +.+

She said then if I lose.. I'll need to tell her someone's secret..
Don't know what she's going to play after hols eh?

o2jam is back!! though it's private server but I'll definitely play it ^^

Wasted....

2010-06-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

Darn it.. Wasted my effort and a bit of $$ for a set of stupid electric guitar string. That seller said it can be put on the acoustic guitar. (Yeah, I'm a fool to actually believe him.)

Wasted almost 2 hours to string it.(1st time so WTF) and it sounded like shit!

#$&*^&^&#*^$*^@^&*$*#^@#$*&$#@&@^$*@^$*

Freaking not in a good mood!

Less updates during the Hols

2010-06-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

Yeap~ I won't be writing posts everyday.

This morning went to church. ^^
Today whole day didn't study. Dude, STUDY LAR!!! =.="
Played piano and guitar non-stop only. XD
Then DotA a while. >.<
Then I jogged today and done some workouts. Tired. @.@
Now doing nothing. :(

That's all !,!

No!! I am a guy!!

2010-06-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

I will definitely show you all that I'm a freaking straight guy and I act like one too~!

Just because I can do the "GRGRGRGRGR" doesn't mean I can be a girl.

If got chance, During Monday after the holiday I'll try to make girls "lam" me.. Muahahahaha!!

What a dream!!

2010-06-05T10:08:00.005+08:00

Wow, what a dream I just had.. It's just the first day of the holiday and my brain starts to go crazy already? OMG

It's just a normal day that I am going to college rushing to the leture hall. I saw Tian and I entered the hall. A weird guy(the crazy fella, few of you knows who he is) was in my class!! He put his arms on my shoulders and said: "Hey, bro.. I told all your friends about you ah!" And definitely I knew something bad has happened.

Everybody is looking towards me. He then sat back down with NaOH, SUN and Simonium. So I avoided him and went to higher seats and found that there is a seat beside HY and I took it. Then she stared at me when I sat down. Her eyes were wet when she saw me and said: "I am so disappointed in you!"(her signature words to me, =.=:) "PBSM??"

**you know... My dreams are freaking horrible but with no meaning at all.. I don't freaking understand what my brain is trying to say to me. Don't freaking laugh at me you know!! My dreams looked damn real whey!

She: "PBSM? What do PBSM means?"

Me: "Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah la!!"

She: "Nooo!! The hidden meaning for it!!"

Me: "WTF?! When did I have hidden meaning for PBSM? What did he tell you?"

She: "I thought you are my friend!! PBSM means..(I forgot what she said then).

Me: "OMG!! I freaking explained to you, PBSM means Red Crescent Society!! Ask SUN if you don't believe!! You don't believe me??! You believe a stupid guy and you don't believe me?!!"

I yelled at her and went off~ *I don't think I dare to yell at her in real life.. hehe I got the chance here ^^

Then I woke up from that crazy dream.

I feel damn relieved whey.. ^^

**Who's dream is in Third-person view?? Mine is in.. Normally people dream it in first-person view. Almost all my dreams are in 3rd-person.

Talking about dreams.. I can tell you about my childhood dream..

When I was still at a very young age around 4-6 and lived in Taman Maluri.. Every time I had normal dreams as usual.. But just before I wake up, I must dream a dream.

This time it's in 1st-person view. I entered my bathroom in my room and then entered my parents room.(It's linked together) Then, I walked slowly to the balcony door and opened it. I see a baby crib in front of me, and as I walk 1 step to the balcony, then when I turn right.. I will always see a white dressed, long black hair girl in front of me within few millisecond and then I wake up. This dream stayed for quite a long time until I move out.

When I was small I didn't think much about it. Now, once I recall the dream, it gives me the creeps.. Damn scared whey!

That's all for this morning.

TARC life No.10

2010-06-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

4th of June

Guess where I am now? I'm inside our college's Cyber Centre!! The building is so huge and it consist around more than 500 computers I think. All free to use. But one thing bad is, there is limited amount of things you can do in the computers. No games, no Youtube, etc etc, unless, you bring the game and plug it in the USB console on the computer. Normally I see people there play none other than, DotA =.=" and they seriously suck at it. It's like, who's that stupid to press button 1,2,3,4 non-stop, thinking they can regenerate some Mana(used to cast spells) points faster than usual while they're not? I'm lazy to explain how it all goes.

Let me compile everything into note form:

1) Today I was nearly late to school.

2) During Physics class, I asked a question that nobody understands.. =.=" Teacher don't know what I meant also..

3) MUET class was short as teacher was late or something.. So we lepak in our classroom chatting.

4) I walked so far just to pass my sister her birth certificate. =="

5) I helped Ms Hee(Biology lecturer) to do her stuffs.(inserting some letters for parent-lecturer day into the envelope) ^^

6) I actually focused fully during Maths T2 class and for the first time I felt it was fun. Muahahahaha!!

7) Hui Yee sounded very down just now when I called her asking whether she should join us together to take LRT back.. Hope she's okay ^^

8) Today is Sin Hui and Hui Shan's birthday.. Happy birthday li'l sisters!! (oh yeah I'm elder than them ^^)

9) I'm getting better and better at talking to girls already hahaha!!

10) Saw Siew Yin and Zhi Kuan at Canteen 1 today, chatted with them and Kok Chung(I thknk I've spelled his name correctly) thought I went and kao lui(means pikat girls).. XD then later-on he asked to confirm whether it was true so that if it is, he's safe to go for someone.. Right Jack Ng?

That's all for today xD

TARC life No.9

2010-06-03T21:13:00.004+08:00

3rd of June 2010

Thanks to my fellow blog viewers/fans I'll continue to update it.

I felt like avoiding someone today.. Or not to say avoiding that person, but I don't want to feel awkward when I start a conversation with that person.

Now only I know Simone got BF.. So everyone!! Don't go tease me and her already.. Pity her la.. Later her BF knows about it I sure kena from him. XD

During Maths T2 Lecture today, Charmaine Tong the Tong Sui(or you can say sweet soup, a kind of dessert) A.K.A. Tong Sampah(Thanks to me) competed with me in drawing emoticon.. Weird eh?
*I was drawing the "less than" and "more than" ogive(Checked it, it's pronounced as "oh-Jyve" and she suddenly drew a ==" at my paper.. now I'm really =.="

then each of us drew one emoticon at a time..

^.^
XP
:)
XD
>.<
0.0
> <"

there's more actually.. But I kinda forgot about it.. It was my first time sitting with her and Wen Ying.. they're quite friendly too! Seems that I should sit with them more often too.. I can't always accompany you guys right?(indicating Suria, Noah, Hui Yee, Simone, etc) I should be more friendly to everyone like I were during my secondary school days.

Today chat quite a lot with Simone.. She's kinda cool girl that I can share my thoughts with.. Since we're good friends right? (you guys don't think too much~!)

I kinda feel jealous I think when I saw the two sitting near and chat normally.. Wished I can do that too.. But it's all over now hehe..

I'm just fine today but everyone look at me like I'm damn Emo.. =,="
Suria and Noah kept asking me whether I'm okay.. Duh I AM!! xD
at least it's a lot better compared to a couple of days back right?
Caryn comforted me.. kinda.. But I feel much better after that(Thanks Caryn)

P.S: Eh, don't think I'm Emo-ing again please.. I'm fine as usual..

That's all for today

Fair or not fair?

2010-06-02T22:10:00.006+08:00

I lent my sister my old handphone for more than 6 months now.. She said she want to buy my old phone.. But guess what? She WON'T buy it eventually

She barely even touch her guitar so I used it and put it in my room..

I kinda owe her around RM50 from my hair dye(She's not using that Garnier dye either, so what's wrong for me to have it?) and some stuff.. (but I recalled lending her some fares for the taxi she took when she went to work.. I don't think she actually remembered it..)

So here's the problem..

Just now, I told my sister of a proposal of exchanging my phone with her guitar, since she's not using it anyway.. Then she went SOOOO overly angry and said I still owe her this and that, and that she won't be using my phone forever and so on.

Then I said she's taking things for granted, as she's using my phone for half a year and she's throwing it back to me now. What a joke! My phone still worth around RM130 at shoplots and her "more than 3-4 years worn-out-string" guitar doesn't worth much as well. (she bought it around the same price also, excluding the bag.)

I told her about using my phone too long and now she just return it to me like that? She just take things for granted. she took 6 freaking long months(and more to go) to repair her SE phone? And to say that she actually has another phone that she can use(A touch-screen phone that looks similar to Iphone, some ciplak phone) but she insist on using mine!

This ain't a good deal? I had a digi prepaid and I gave up on it because I don't have another phone for it. Now the sim card's gone for good. It's expired and MIA

Now she said she's going to give back the phone to me and ask me to leave like that? And to pay her RM50 back? And she's not even trading her guitar for that?

1) I didn't said anything of not returning her her RM50.. but yeah I never remembered those thing though.

2) I never even asked her to change the guitar string using the new string her admirer bought for her some 2 years ago. I can buy some cheap string that my guitar teacher said and that will just do fine.

3) Talking about money, I did mentioned that I used quite some money to buy Korean Dramas.. But when I asked her to share, since she's having a part watching it.. She'll say no.. If she took the share for it.. I've already cleared my debt. But sadly everything turned out the opposite way.

Who's got the fairer idea? Mine or hers?

P.S: I just want that guitar so that I can start training it after school holidays in the Music Society. But it seems that I should buy 1 myself then. My dad will eventually scold me then for wasting money on another guitar.

Turning back to my own self

2010-06-02T21:13:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, I'm so enough with all of this.

Tomorrow I'll be back to my own self.
And I'll be quite different.

TARC life No.8

2010-06-02T18:32:00.002+08:00

2nd of June 2010

Today I felt weird. When I'm in Physics, PA, Maths T1 and Bio class.. I gave my full strength to it. But after that.. during the other classes I was like not really paying full attention to it. Why? I'm not thinking anything..

All the time, we love to tease Caryn and Guy.. They are really going to be a couple if we keep on doing that.. ^^

Today no mood to write my blog.. I think I'm getting emotional again.. sad.. Will put myself back to normal ASAP..

Hope I can concentrate well in class ^^

That's all for today.

TARC life No.7

2010-06-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

1st of June 2010

This morning I "tumpang" Calvin(or Kelvin, didn't ask him)'s car to TARC. on the way, his mom went to load petrol.. But sadly, the car couldn't jump-start after that. So 3 of us (He, Mok and I) have to take cab to reach our school and we're late. T^T

Today I saw something that I shouldn't.. Kinda feel beh song(means not feeling good) when I saw that, dunno why.. It's none of my business anyway.

Chemistry Practical was so fun today!! We neutralised HCl and NaOH all by our own! everyone had the chance to conduct their own experiments..

Biology practical is cool though! Everyone has their own Microscope to use. Damn nice!!

During Physics class, I saw Hui Yee sms-ing.. Seems like she's having some fun.. So I tried to pull her back to the class by sms-ing her "eh dun sms during class la" something like that.. Haha and she didn't notice when I text that.. And after she received it.. She's like "Hurh??" and looked at me so confused.. LOL

Seems like today few girls are not quite feeling well or something. Vivian looked like she haven't recovered fully from her ill yet or something. Simone is sick, I think.. as HY told me that.

I'm not very happy today.. Don't know why..

That's all for today.

TARC life No.6

2010-06-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

31th of May 2010

We went for library after class ends just to wait for the meeting for SMS.

SMS? You: "Don't joke with me". Yeah I didn't. SMS stands for Science and Maths Society.

So, 5 of us(Suria, Noah, Simone, Hui Yee and I) chat about the most interesting topic; LOVE.

It's like, everybody has their own point on it. Glad I remembered some.

1) Girls got only 1 rule(From what the girls said): First Impression. If your First Impression to a girl is good, you're good to go for her. (I screwed up mine during the first day. I combed my hair all up, making me looked like an idiot, and I look like a Malay too. The 2 girls that were chatting with us said too bad for me. It literally means.. Tak Boleh Harap la..." =="

2) Boys likes to flirt with girls, even if they have Girlfriends. (Not really true, I think it depends on how his Girlfriend care about him.)

3) Boys will never tend to give up. (Yeap, but not entirely true though)

4) From girls: They would love to keep their boyfriend's email accounts, facebook accounts, Handphones if possible just to make sure their BF isn't doing something wrong towards her. (I would love to hand over those to my GF if I had one.. ^^)

That's all I can remember now..

Hmm??

2010-05-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Today went to Giant and met Yee Kha and her siblings and her mom. Chat for a while with her mom about our studies and briefly about my life in my college. Pity Yee Kha cannot join me eh? haha.

Today also met Jia Lu(Rynnie) there. Nothing much.. Just waved at her and parted.

Can't seem to stop sending messages to someone. But sadly, she said I'm not her type. XD

Now rushing my homework(especially Chemistry!!)

Yeah, that's all for today.

No Title

2010-05-30T00:45:00.004+08:00

29th May 2010

I'm so happy today.
So happy
Too happy

Happy because I learned something new about music from my piano teacher.
Happy because I had the determination to do homework already.
Happy because I can relax.
Happy because I done few pages of Chemistry Tutorial book in few hours STRAIGHT.
Happy because I can chat with someone.

yeah, Today's one of my favourite day!

Ethan has eaten the ethane?

SJK(c) Yak Chee 6P year 2004 Gathering

2010-05-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

28th of May 2010

Today went to IOI for my Brunch(Breakfast+Lunch)with Lucas Chong's family. Had Dim Sum until I'm full.(First time man, first time....)

Lucas and I chat a lot today. We actually seldom talk to each other because we have not much topic to talk about, unlike both of our parents.. They can talk non-stop! It's so good if I can be like my father. Haha

Then, my primary objective today is the Gathering. So before the Gathering starts, my family went for a walk in the shopping centre. And lucky me, my dad said I can buy some clothes! Oh yeah~! It's been a long time I haven't have new T-shirts. So I bought 3 cool T-shirts and 2 long pants. I'm happy for it. Thanks Dad.

3PM arrived. I went to Sense cafe and waited for them. Wai Keong and Yee Liang were there already.. So we waited for the others to turn up.

After that one by one they showed up and we started talking non-stop about our current life and so on.. It was quite fun hearing their stories and stuffs! Bernard and Yee Soon then went for Prince of Persia. =.=" And they forgot to pay their food and drinks! It was so funny~! I payed for them for awhile until they realised their mistake.. haha (I think Bernard still forgot about it~ Or did he actually paid for it? Cuz I know I payed extra RM8-9 for it) xD

Then we parted differently. Zi Yang, Zheng Yi, Kok Hong, Wai Keong and me went for pool. I'm totally new to pool, except the fact that I actually simply played it without knowing the rules before. Thanks to them now I know how to officially play it. It was quite fun, as I once got in 3 balls consecutively.

Nothing much to say after that. I bought a "Ciplak" watch that looks quite nice.. It'll accompany me to college for a while ^^

That's all for now!

Ethan has eaten the ethane!

TARC life No.5

2010-05-27T20:27:00.003+08:00

27th May 2010

Today, Mok and I arrived early in TARC as Biology class was canceled and thus we went for a tour in TARC and then we decided to stop at the canteen 1 for some refreshment. And then we met Jia Yu, Simone, Fu Hong, Bryan and Avin there. Simone was then shocked to see us as she thought we didn't know about the cancellation of the class. But then she added: "Today no physics class also la!!" =.=:

Then I contacted few girls about the same thing while they're on their way to TARC. It was so funny to hear their reaction on the phone. Then all of us agreed to study and do our weekends homework in the Reading Room in our school block. the starting first hour was quite serious, all of us taking our exercises and doing our homework. But later on, we were notified that our Physics are still ON!! We were like "OMG, what the heck is happening?! I thought it was canceled? AARRGGHH!!" We then quickly rush into the office(There were about 6 of us) and apologised saying sorry! to him. We should have sing "Sorry, sorry" by Super Juniors ya know~! He then accepts our apologies and didn't got angry about it.

=For the 1st time, Physics lecturer was smiling towards us!!!=

After that, I accompanied Hema and Caryn to look for 2nd-hand books sold near Canteen 2. Then halfway reaching there, a funny guy, named Yong Tien Shin without knowing what he is doing, came to me and rest his arm on my shoulder. I guess he's trying to make me angry but failed eventually. And he does not know shame, because my friend was with me and he's not even polite. I ignored him mostly and just left him be. He then said: " My next class still got a long time to go la.. I've no friends now etc etc".. Aww, I pity him. What a jerk that tries to piss me off during secondary school till present and now wants to be near to me. (If you want more information about this guy, feel free to ask me during class)

Maths T2 was quite fun today. We heard a lot of very very lame jokes from the lecturer itself until no one is laughing. Then when there is part when teacher explains about some theory about the topic that he's teaching, Ryan raised his hand and asked: "Teacher, will this come out in exam?" We all laughed until nobody's business.

After school, Me, Caryn and Mok went to the Music centre and registered for the instruments that we're going to take. Caryn is taking Keyboard while me and Mok will be taking Guitar. I wanted to learn Keyboard but they prefer us to have our own instruments and bring it there. So I went for Guitar instead.(Sorry Caryn, can't teman you luu~) Then I asked, should I go for level 1 classes in Guitar? and they tested my skills.

How good am I in guitar eh? I learnt guitar chords myself. So I'm very bad in it. The guitar teacher then said I'll be in level 2. ^^ Level 2!! Never thought I'm actually can skip 1 level! hehehe.
(Hope I can manage to save money for this.)

Noah, Hui Yee, Janice, Mok, my sister and I took LRT home together. It's the first time I'm taking LRT with a lot of my friends. xD

That's all for now. (I'm quite dizzy and tired now.. So my sentences are quite weird today. Hope you'll bear with me.)

TARC life No.4

2010-05-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

26th of May 2010

Today's classes was quite interesting and easy to understand, though Biology was quite a challenge to be memorised. That's because I hate proteins, lipids etc etc.

Today didn't tease Suria but enjoyed a psychological fight with him. I was just looking at him and he went a bit panic as he thinks I'm going to tease him with ______(censored). While he too tried to do that to me too! And also, Suria is "jealous" of me as I am quite close to girls(actually not) and now might want to gossip about me and all other girls that I know.. hahaha =.="

Noah is just as cool as usual today.

Hui Yee acted just as herself except in Maths T2 class. It's like totally a different girl in the class you know? She just answered "understand" in an unusual way every time teacher asked us whether we understood the examples he showed. But slowly after that, she asked the lecturer a question and I was like LOL! Maybe she's starting to put hope again to him hopefully.

Simone? Nothing much to expect from her anyway. XD

Today there is a new student in our class, a girl, smart girl, who lives in OUG(close to my house area..), and very friendly and easy to be friends with. Her name is Janice Yeo Yin Torng.. (Now I realise that the 1st 2 name, Yeo Yin is my another friend.) Easy to remember her name~ ^^

That's all for today~

TARC life No.3

2010-05-25T20:22:00.004+08:00

Okay everything seems to be fine today, excluding the part where HY were so stressed out all of a sudden about our Maths T2 lecturer. (OMG, why is she always the centre of attention in my blog? I must divert it back to myself again.)

She really hates that lecturer as she claimed that he cannot teach well enough. Well for me he's just okay, just that his way of teaching is so different and boring. He's currently the first teacher that appointed us to copy his notes about maths T2, and yeah, it's all the definitions of it. Not that it's useless.. But, can't he at least explain it in examples more often? We wasted most of our time copying those notes. I respect the lecturer of course, and I did understood what he taught. But too bad, HY cannot cope with that. So she's going to really complain about it(based on the 1st post, you should know what I'm talking about).

Hope that her bravery can help her find what she wants.

Okay, today we had another gossip.. About Suria. We teased him with Loka, as they were discussing homework together.. And now because of that, now He(Suria) "confronted" me in Facebook and "begged" me for not teasing him with any girls. Now he knows finally how much that I had suffered from the gossips eh?!

Today we only had 2 classes.. Cool right?! Almost every class canceled except Physics and Maths T1..

Physics class was interesting today, about vectors. but due to bad environment(the room only have lights, while fans and air-conds are not functioning. We changed to another better room but it's not cold also) I almost slept in the class. But Thank God I can understand what teacher had taught.

That's all for today~~

This is so =.="

2010-05-24T19:42:00.004+08:00

What to do? Thanks to the first post I made for TARC life people started to say that I like Hui Yee.(Read the first post if you don't know her!)

Hmm.. Do I like her then? can't really say a no for that.(I'm being honest) I admire her bravery, and she's the type of girl that I will like. But it's just 1 week since I know her, how can I possibly in love with her? NO way! And I'm taking STPM, I don't have time for these things. (I hope so)

And yeah, Simone was sick for a couple of days last week and didn't manage to attend school, and so suddenly Noah and the gang, for nothing, kept asking me: "Why Simone is sick ah? Go call her!" and etc etc. There started the gossip about me and Simone. Now Simone gossiped about me and Hui Yee, that's "great", really "great".

Now there are 2 Gossips about me.

This is how it started. Yesterday, Simone read my blog, commented on my fb saying that I like HY, and bla bla bla..

This morning, I text her warning her not to spread the meaningless gossip. But unfortunately she's a bit of a torturer. The more I says no, the more she'll say yes!

When I reached my class, the gang looked at me in a different way that I could easily notice. And I am correct, Simone told the gang, including HY. And funny thing is, they left a seat for me beside her. LOL to that. They are really good friends right? =.="

I'm tired this morning, because I slept at 1:30 a.m this morning and I need to wake up at 6:00 a.m and thus I'm not very cheerful as I always are during class. I was trying to concentrate on Miss Hee, my Bio lecturer but failed at certain part.(Bio Chapter 1 is sooooooo boring). So I'm getting more and more wasted and then my friends claimed that I'm getting moody because of the gossips. xD everything lines up beautifully.. Nothing to comment about it.

HY said she doesn't mind the gossips. But is it really the true voice of her heart?

Today Chem lecturer gave us A LOT of homeworks!! 8 pages of Tutorial questions which each page consist of around 20-30 stoichiometric equations questions. Nice right?

I'll stop for now..

College Life Part 1

2010-05-23T00:22:00.003+08:00

Never thought my College life would have been so much fun compared to Secondary school life..

Though I seldom do homework during school days.. I'm actually doing it now. Maybe because it's STPM for me, so I'll need to work much more harder.

The first day when I entered my Form 6 class, 11S2a from SPUS school of TAR College, I'm a total stranger to everyone. Nobody knows me, and I to them. But fortunately, some guy that I met earlier (We claimed to have known each other during the orientation week but we're not, funny right?) was in the same class with me. Noah (His name) really helped me a lot. He met some friends there too so yeah, I got to know them too. And there I met Suria too. He's a great guy, all hardworking and studying is his way. Simone is a direct and honest person, in her own ways though.. That makes her a bit of a scary person too~ At least I'm scared of her.. She like to say: "Sim!"(meaning Go Away) when she's doing or thinking something.

Noah and Suria is my current most reliable male friend that I can cling to in TARC.. They helped me a lot too cope with the surroundings too.. And my "perasan-ness" is coming back.. And because of that, I got to know more guys and girls in my class..

And one particular girl in my class(Hui Yee).. She's amazing! Her bravery really is undeniably great! Let me brief you about her:

1) During the Orientation week, there's been an close-up with the seniors of this school, so when there was time for some questions for seniors, she stood up and asked the question in a very loud and clear voice. All of us in the hall was like "Woah~! This girl is sooooooo brave~!" and she was alone when she asked this question.. nobody is beside her giving her the strength for this! Then she asked another one, and another one until she's pleased with it and sat down then.

2) She can approach to guys easily.. Guess she's more open than we guys do.. Even she said hello to me first before I knew her~ LOL

3) During Thursday, (which is the fourth day of our class) we had so much time after school so we went for lunch together with Suria and Avin(friend from another class). Then we decided to do homework and study together in Suria's house since it's raining. And yeah, there are a total of 5 boys and only one girl in the house, and we've just met for 3 days. We all stayed there for 2 hours.

4) She once intended to actually complain about how boring a lecturer was to the office. All of us said: "are you joking" and she said no. OMG

Imagine a girl being THAT brave, I kind of worried about her, as she's a pretty girl also. And since I have 3 sisters, I'm used to worrying about girls' safety. It's normal for me to accompany girls safely if they ask. I accompanied Gloria and Zhi Kuan (ex-schoolmates) before in LRT.. and sms-ed them whether they've reached home safely or not after that. I'm a good Samaritan ain't I?

We (as in me, Noah, Suria, Hui Yee, Simone, Hema, Muniye) always like to sit in front of every class, except a class which they claimed the lecturer was boring during the fifth day.

We usually have sweets with us during classes so that we might not get asleep. I'm scared we'll have Diabetes if we keep on doing that for a long term. XD

That's all I want to say for now. More updates will be posted every week hopefully.

Jeon Ji Hyun and Park Shin Hye

2010-05-12T02:23:00.002+08:00

Who do I really love? Can't really decide which to be placed first in my heart..

T,T

Watch Korean drama: "You're Beautiful!" or Korean movie: "My Sassy Girl" to compare!

I wonder?

2010-04-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I'm curious..
Why is it that some guys out there are just so free that they like to post some bullshits in my blog?
Are they gays?
Are they retards?

P.S: Thanks Bryan, now I know which place suits you now. Be with them and be retards together. It's so easy right? Since you live near them.

Stay out from my life if you don't take me as a friend!

2010-04-03T01:54:00.006+08:00

Yeap I said it.. Just don't be a stupid person wasting your time and strength trying to make me pissed.. Because now I can totally ignore you all already. To think that I once became so pissed at you. Yeap I cannot deny I am foolish that time to fell into your trap, but that's all.. No more from now on. You all thought that I'm worse than you all? Look at yourself.. what kind of achievements are you making? Wasting your parents money on your tuition and it didn't helped at all..

Laugh at my stupidity? You thought you're not? Wasting your parents money on your tuition fees and college isn't much of being a smart guy either. You didn't even realize that you don't deserved to be tutored.. If you're not interested to study.. then DON'T! There are plenty of people that needs tuition. But not you. Your parents can afford it, and you agree with it. What a joke! Look at your results! What kind of results did you got? Can you even apply for a scholarship? No?! Oh but you need to go college to right? So here comes more fees for your parents to pay.. What a fool you are.. Think of how your parents pay for you to go for better education.. I don't think you'll do the same to your kids, if you had one.(Really can't imagine a girl can fall for a guy like you.)I doubt that you can find a good job from your egoistic attitude. Your so called "Imma the ruler, you all are inferior to me" stuff doesn't suit in this society.

You think it's not important to study during secondary school? You will realize that you are so wrong. "It's no use to learn this thing la.. Do you know this? Do you know that? No?! You suck!".. Oh please.. Don't use what you've heard or learned to pawn somebody.. You don't even know basics and you're claiming that you're better than them. People don't learn B before they learn A. Even kids know how to learn and take it slowly. "Do you know how to do this? and how about that?" No hope for you, my "friend", Ya there may be some things that you can do but I cant.. But that doesn't mean what I can do, you can do it too.. even some things that you can do and you're trying to boast it on me, I can do it too.. You said you're getting stronger.. But for me.. You're just the same old you.. Nothings changed. I can still beat you if I'm out of patience.

Enjoying your life now? You think that you got life-long friends? You can even talk bad things about your friends.. Saying how bad and stupid they are.. But do you think that they'll not do the same to you? They're just like you. Your friends will back stab you anytime.

Tata! Hope that we'll never meet each other again.

Friends.. or Fiends?

2010-03-09T00:53:00.005+08:00

Can't differentiate anymore.. Whether I should be a friendly guy anymore.. I'm quite tired now, tired of being friends with everybody else.. I don't know which place you all have put me into your hearts, but I'm sure.. I'm not as friendly as you all know I am.

My dad usually says: "Don't mix with bad influences", and I didn't, until now.. I know the friends that I just knew aren't very good both in behavior and in moralities, but unless they smoke or do anything that is illegal, I'm fine. But something keeps pressing to my heart, telling me to stay away from them as soon as possible.

I still miss my old friends. They're the one who can calm my mind and my heart. Although I did hate some few guys out there, but they indeed helped me a lot in my growth. I did hate Daniel, Kenneth and Nicholas once, but that was the past. At least they did not gave me some insecure feeling I have now with my new friends. They couldn't influence me to become a bad guy..

How I miss the old days now, as I can meet them, joke with them, play with them, and so on. But still we are separated from each other as I live far away from them. I can't always go there and have activities with them like they always can.

But back to the topic, can my new friends replace them? Or will they change me to be like them? I feel weak, none of these friends can help me to improve myself to be a better person, in fact, they might mold my personalities that I have build. Am I the only Christian within the gang now? Although there is one other girl, but she does not care about it. No one, no one can guide me already, just like Garry does in the past. Every mistakes that I made, Garry would correct me. Now? Even I want to correct my new friends, they won't even hear..(I think)

Let's see how long I could withstand this new waves. Hope it'll make me stronger.

Korean dramas.. Made me crazy!

2010-03-09T00:37:00.002+08:00

Very into Korean dramas now, especially medieval eras story based on legends or history.. so nice.. Let me introduce 2 of them:

1) Queen Seon Deok
2) Il-jimae (suggested to watch! as I've watched it twice.)

Work!

2010-01-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Yup.. I've start working as a full time contract cashier for 2 months.

Started work since last Monday and I've learned a lot of things that a cashier needs to take responsibility.

Let me brief you on how to be a cashier at a supermarket:

1. You must arrive half an hour earlier than all other workers at the supermarket.

2. You will be assigned to take care of the deposit money appointed to you.

3. You must ensure the money is safe and secure in the machine.

4. You must serve the customer with everlasting smile. The customer will be always right even when they're wrong, and still you can't do anything about it.

5. You must not give wrong change to your customer. If the money in the machine is less than the account, your salary will be deducted.

6. You must not show your laziness or tiredness.

7. You must pack the groceries bought by the customers.

8. You will be exhausted during the weekends.

and etc...

being a cashier is not an easy job. especially during the weekends. Next time please try to respect them and take it slowly.

my new handphone

2010-01-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

I got my new handphone.. And I can brag about it!

say hello to......

XPERIA X1... Woohoo!

dunno what the heck is it?
I'll show you..

It's this! Can't believe? Then it's your problem.

updated!

2010-01-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Time to update my blog!

H1N1

2009-08-12T20:34:00.003+08:00

Attention everyone!

This is not a funny moment.
44 deaths had been confirmed today in Malaysia by the cause of Influenza A virus. 2000++ have been contaminated.
Some of you all might think that it is still safe, the virus haven't reach our school yet, but please be aware of your health and take care of it. It is your life that you're holding now. It's either you want to wear a mask or not, you can make a difference.

Why should we wear masks?
It may look weird in the first place, but look at the bright side everyone.

By wearing a mask, whether you're sick or not, it shows that you care for your own life and others as well. It's because you won't know when you're going to get sick, and you'll carry the virus along with you. When you make contact, either talking, shaking hands, hugging each other, kissing and etc, you're spreading it to your friends and family. Is this how you care of your friends? By sharing viruses to them?

Thus, wearing a mask prevents you from touching your nose and mouth so that your hands will not get dirty. Besides that, when you talk to your friends, it prevents your saliva, bacterias to be come out directly from your mouth.

If everybody is wearing a mask, it will lower the percentage of contamination and contagion among us Malaysians, so please all of you who read this post, start thinking about others and yourself and wear a mask everyday when you go out. You will truly save someone if you help spread this news to your friends.

Help pray for the patients that are suffering from H1N1 virus. Thanks.

Ethan Liew Tjun Git

(comments are allowed, but please think before you write any bad comments.)

Was told to update..

2009-08-07T23:54:00.004+08:00

Wow! I didn't knew that people do really care about my blog.

A lot of form 2-3 girls know about my blog. And of course, they know who I like thanks to what I wrote on the blog. They asked for more! So I'll give them more.

Okay, these days I've been studying(so-called) and kinda sad in sort of ways. During Thursday 2 weeks ago, something big happened. This "something" made me fall in the midst of failure. My love life really sucks.

I like her, Thomas like her, Juede might like her last time, And of course, Wei Khong, who got her.
(And please.. Don't say: "You can't use the word like on humans la! Only love is allowed to be used," Seriously I'll kill you. Because that English teacher sucks although my English is bad. I'll explain it next time.)

Now, trying to find a new one. But seems like I really can't do it. Because I think my time is coming to an end. Plus she is still in depth of my heart, really really hard to erase it, but I'm trying, just trying to forget it. Forget how beautiful she look when she smile towards me; the look when she laughs; the look when she is alone, thinking really deep on something.

Okay, now let's put that aside.

Today, I almost caught in a fight with Indians.
They stole a snack from the form 2 girls which are my BSMM active members.
So when I went there, the girls went to me and hoped that maybe I could help them. And I did.
I went to the Indians, being alone.(The girls are really scared, Haiz.. So, I have no backup.)
And so I went scolding them non-stop. They also replied to my scolding, so it's like: "wanna fight ah?! Coming here alone and scold us?! Stupid fella!" They tried to deny they took it. But at last they finally admit it, but in an unsatisfied way because I'm so disturbing. Cool eh? They paid back the money for the snack. The Form 2s finally got back their faces, and I gained some experience on scolding Indians. Last time I do scared of them. Because they really dare to fight if they want to.

That's all for now.

Bali trip

2009-06-12T14:04:00.003+08:00

Bali's culture is just like..

Thailand+India= Bali..

Yeah.. Because most of the people there are Hindu..
The trip was fine.. Bored to blog about it..
Just ask me personally..
And talk to me if you want souvenirs from there..
Haha..

I'm in Bali..

2009-06-09T19:42:00.000+08:00

Now I'm in Bali KFC restaurant..
They have computers for us to use here...
Haha

Will blog later..

B

2009-06-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

Holiday.. Boring..

Today.. Checked my old piles of CD junks.. Saw a wasp hive..

Nice.. Got larvae and spiders?! Don't know what spiders doing in a hive..
Maybe becoming foods for the larvae? LOLX

Cleaned that thing up.. All the wasps are gone.. Don't know where they've gone to.. Maybe flee to another pile of junks.. Haiz...

Tried to take pictures of that thing.. Too bad my sister took the camera to her college..

That's all.. Boring..

Ethan's heart is eaten by her..

Chemistry..

2009-05-27T18:39:00.003+08:00

Chemistry is not bad.. Quite easy I suppose.. To all my classmates: I'm not LC-ing..

Nah.. My love chemistry is bad though.. LOLX

Bored to blog.. Still spotting something to post though..

No mood to Blog

2009-05-23T17:08:00.001+08:00

=.="

No mood..

No mood to Blog

2009-05-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

=.="

No mood..

For SC:

2009-05-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

Dear SC..

Do you like me? Obviously you're surfing my blog almost everyday.. And you do care about me..

Are you gay?

Because you know.. I'm not into gay stuff.. So.. Just stay away from me..

And why do you try to hide your name from us?
You're scared?

And of course.. SC.. I'm aware of my doings.. My business is not of your concern..
Thank you.. I know you are trying to help me.. But please.. I got brains..
I can think.. Everything I do I will take my own responsibility..
So.. Don't care.. Okay?

And of course.. It's none of your business if you don't tell us your name..
Because I don't even know whether you're related to them..

And by the way, Allister sure liked this post.. He can finally show to the world how much he liked her.. And of course.. He thanked me too! He told me to keep this post and not delete it..

Don't need to care much already, okay? Just ignore my posts..

New blog

2009-05-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.. I have 2 new blogs from now on..

An Emo me.. : For all emo-readers..

and For Seksyen 4 BSMM.. : For all BSMM to update on what's on..

Enjoy!!

Another post for Allister! LOLX

2009-05-16T11:10:00.005+08:00

Since SOME people are so sensitive to this post.. I deleted everything..

I know a lot of you all have a kind heart..

Because..
It's not even your problem and you're trying to help..
They don't even need your help..
It's not that I don't respect them..
I'm a guy who doesn't care for "face"..
And I don't care people's too!

I'm weird..
Many of you will hate me..
But I don't care..
But I know there are people who will support me too!

And of course by the way..
Do readers really care of this things?
They'll just end with laughter and post some comments..
The most is just some short teases that Xin Di will receive..
Then back to normal life..
That's all..

But still.. SC is an asshole, who tries to "teach" me?
Oh please.. I don't receive knowledge from a student that I don't even know..
And by the way..
I looked back to the comments that he made..
Looks like SC is a guy who ALWAYS tease their friends..
And I think that his case is even more serious than mine..
That actually made him regret..
Looks like he's an asshole who simply tease people that he's not close with..

Same case..
But still tries to "teach" me..

SC.. You have just entered my world.. Prepare to be flamed by me in the future..
I'm now your worst nightmare...
I will find you..
Please be ready..

To Xin Di: I respect you.. But I do have pleasure making fun of you! You're just too easy to be jokeed with!

History is crazy

2009-05-13T21:59:00.001+08:00

History is crazy.. I've said it..

First day of exam..

2009-05-12T21:06:00.004+08:00

Okay, since I saw some of my friends wrote some post about this topic.. Guess I'll do one too..

Today.. BM exam.. Not stressed out.. But in fact, I'm quite happy..

Paper 2.. Not good, can't get good marks.. Forgot Hilmi's sister's name.. Haiz.. (I don't even need Datuk Johari and I still can remember it.. WTF!!)

Okay.. Maybe I'm quite stressed out in paper 2.. But during recess.. Went to library.. sat down and read some karangan about wawancara.. Saw some peribahasa inside it.. Looked at it.. something kerbau something.. and something susu something.. 2 peribahasa.. Tried to memorize it for Paper 1.. Failed.. LOLX

After that, paper 1 starts.. Looked at the questions.. Pretty hard.. section B, 1-4, I hate it..
But when I saw number 5, a huge smile came across my face.. "kerana nila setitik, susu rosak sebelanga".. Fooh.. That's the 1 I learnt not long ago! WTF!! And they ask us to write a cerpen.. Which I like the most.. No need long, reasonable Isi.. So I planned to do that topic, no matter what.. Even though I might have a slight chance that I may have interpret the peribahasa the wrong way..

That's all I wanna say.. Tomorrow is Sejarah day.. Time to learn our stupid history about how stupid are us to fight for our own freedom although they already prepared one for us..

Ethan's heart has been eaten by her..

Nice to see!

2009-05-08T17:43:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Not talking about THOSE stuff.. LOLX

Neh.. Yesterday was fine.. Nothing much.. Just that I don't dare to talk to her after the confession..

But most importantly.. After school.. There was an accident..

Boon Keat.. One of my friend..
Fell down and hit the corner of the stairs at the small gate in front..
(His injury is just beside his right eye.. JUST BESIDE!!)
I was like quite blurr before that..
Because so suddenly people called me..
And I didn't know the reason..
I rushed there and helped him..
(That time I was so certain that I'm going to miss my first class for tuition.. And its true..)
Brought him to see a doctor..
The doctor damn nice..
Quite steady..
Gave him some injection..
Washed the cut injury..
Stitched 4 times..
Damn nice to see..
But still..
Feel sorry for that guy..

That's all I want to say..

Ethan's heart has been eaten by her..

Happy Birthday!!

2009-05-06T18:40:00.004+08:00

Ok..

Today is one of the best birthday I had..
Had some presents..

Forrero Roche?(forgot how to spell) (Sweetest chocolate I've ever tasted)
Gatsby Moving Rubber Wild Shake..(I'll used it when my hair is...(cough)... long)
Post it! (A post sticker.. Haha.. very useful..)
2 cards... (Creative and funny!!)

But most importantly.. I'm happy because you know.. I've confessed to Shen Xi.. Yeah.. It's her..
Told her that I like her.. 3 classes were there to see what's happening.. So many people.. Almost fainted..

People said that I have guts.. I say not.. Love can give you so much strength.. It just happened suddenly..

Hear ye, hear ye..
I won't be posting "emo" posts anymore..(except when something bad happens..)

That's all

Ethan's heart has been eaten.. By her..

=_="

2009-05-04T17:37:00.005+08:00

Today, I heard something that is unpleasant to my ears.. She is not interested in all 3 of us.. Haha...

But after that.. I thought.. Shit.. I missed out 1 guy who she always sticks with..
But still, I'll be as strong as a mountain.. I like her right? I will not be shaken..

Turned out to be a useless person..
Failed in my love-life..
Failed to learn music at all(Which I'm really desperate on learning one)..
Failed on general knowledge(Daniel rocks!! I suck.. Which means I'm stupid)..
Failed on my studies(Form 4)..
Failed in my hair style(Don't want to talk about it)..
Failed in everything(This life sucks!!)..

Bored!!

2 more days to go...

2009-05-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

My day is coming!!

If you think you're clever, read this...

2009-05-02T19:11:00.005+08:00

Read this:

1. Keep reading on..
2. I think you're stupid.. Know why? Read on..
4. You are a noob!! I've skipped 3..
5. You're checking it..
6. You're smiling..
7. You're reading on..
8. You're still smiling..
9. Still reading..
11. I skipped 10, haiz..
12. WTF!! Why are you checking it again?

Still think you're clever?

Loving you..

2009-05-02T18:51:00.002+08:00

Succumbed to you..
Holding on to you..
Even if I fail..
Never let you go..

X-tremely in love with you..
I'm hoping for more..

I love you..

Loving you is nice..
Opening your heart..
Vowing to you..
Ethan will never leave you alone..

You are my happiness..
Only you..
Urging my love for you..

(I don't even know what the heck I'm talking about..)

Sorry Xin Di.. But I have to..

2009-05-01T18:38:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Found this picture in Xin Di's blog...

What so special about this pic? look!!

Haha.. Now you know? Allister and Xin Di's pic is the best compared to other guys..
And you know what? This picture really shows something fishy about them..

EVERYBODY!! Explore Xin Di's blog and you'll see the pictures she took with other guys..
They are just normal..(they blocked something that is nice..)
But this picture...
It's so nice.. Because of the things at the back..
Still can't guess?
It's the bed la..
Really shows some relationship between them..
It will actually make you think:
"what are they going to do?"

"HUH!! Why are they sitting on a bed?"

"Why the heck is Allister doing, leaving 1 button on the shirt unbuttoned where it should be buttoned?"

"Where is Allister's hand? look at it!!"

To Xin Di and Allister: Sorry.. I've run out of topic.. But I really liked this pic.. Sorry for intruding your privacy!! Haha.. Please don't get mad..

5 More Days to go...

2009-05-01T16:49:00.002+08:00

5 more days to the luckiest day of my life.(Hope so).. Still reminding you all to buy me presents.. Haha

I'm not ready yet to confess my feeling to her yet..
I guess it's too fast..
But I'm also scared of him..
I'm scared he'll move first..
I'm scared she'll accept him..
I'm scared that I'll cry..(I don't think it'll happen)

I just don't know why..
Can't take my eyes off her..

Fuyoh!! Another Competitor, I suppose...

2009-04-29T16:29:00.003+08:00

Since today Kenneth ask me to write an “emo” post..
Guess I’ll write one then..

Competitor? Or is it an oppression?
He’s just too near to her..
Even Thomas can’t bear to see it too!
None of us,(Me and Thomas), tried to get so near to her..
Unlike him..
Who did these..:

Waiting
Flirting
Joking
Laughing

Fuyoh!!
This is the first time I heard Thomas supporting me..
Asking me to go near her and talk to her..
WTF right?
But he is sad himself also..
Most probably..

Finally, she's starting give some response to me..
But it’s still early to assume anything yet..
So I’ll be waiting..
Like an alligator waiting for a prey..
Watching every movement that she makes..
I know.. I’m a horrible man..
A guy from the abyss..
Lurking..

Her pupils shone like pearls..
Her specs.. clean white..
Her face.. as beautiful as she can be..

Yeah.. You know what?
During after school..
I saw him walking with her..
Laughing and smiling..
Which you know, makes me jealous of..
As always..
But my friends told me..
He purposely walk behind her..
Staring at her butt..
When she’s walking down the stairs..
So, you know..
It kind of pisses me off..

But still.. Thoughts came to my mind
Asking..
Will she like him?
Will she like him?
Will she like me?
It's different, you know?

And ya.. Today I might post my second post of “Pictures and Words that I hate”..
So stay tuned..

Pictures and Words that I hate a lot...

2009-04-28T20:03:00.007+08:00

Yeah, it's true... I hate a lot of pictures that people like...

They think that they're cool if they take this kind of pictures.. In fact, they're not..

Do I need to show you how to take a picture? Okay.

Example:

1) Please look at the camera, damn it.

Get it? Don't like it? You can do some hand signals like "peace" and any other things... It's still acceptable, for me... Example:

Okay? Understand how to take a picture? This is what we should do...

But... Nowadays "guys" and "girls" are so so called "photogenic"... They think pictures like this would look nice...

Example:

Guys... They think they're so cool.. Looking sideways.. Making it a bit blurrish.. Acting the "emo"-ish kind... Haiz... And they actually set their hair just to take some photos... WTF right? (In this example.. I did not set my hair.. It's just too stupid to do that... I wonder who actually done this before?)

See? this is how they take photo..

Girls:

Come on... They do posts... Crazy posts... I almost puke when I see this...
Example:

See? Are they trying to act cute? Oh please.. Cuteness is derived from inside the character... Not by the looks.... How about this?

This is simply mental retardness.. Why do you even put "peace" to your mouth? That's why I hate people like this.

Ya.. By the way... What I dislike about Words as mentioned above... Is...

I ReAlLy HaTe PeOpLe WhO AcTuAlLy WrItE LiKe tHiS!! JuSt lIkE DaNiEl DoEs!

& of cours3 p30pl3 who wr1t3 l1k3 th15 t00!!

Do YOU understand?

Happy? not? Who cares?

2009-04-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

Am I happy?I should be happy, right?

She forgave me.But the condition becomes even worse.

Should I talk to her?I'm scared now..

It's hard to converse with her..

I'm getting further from her..

Should I keep buying Mentos?

It's useless now..

Now I'll stop for a while..

Although I'm the Mentos guy..

But still, I'm done..

Getting emotional?

Yes, actually..

But it won't stop me from being a good friend..

I'm sorry to those who care..

I'm coming home..

Thanks for your comments,

especially Nick and Kenneth for telling me That I'm an Emo asshole..

But I'll still like her..

As usual..I'm confused..

Why so suddenly?

I don't know what is she thinking of..

If she's telling me to stay away..

I will..As her wish..

But now,

I'll concentrate on my studies 1st..

And who knows..

Maybe 1000 girls will like me in the future?

I guess I'll stop now..

Hope I'll get what I want next Wednesday..

For it is my birthday..

(It's a hint for you... BUY PRESENT FOR ME!!!)

Officially Blocked

2009-04-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

She blocked me... She blocked me... She blocked me... She blocked me... from messenger.

I'm now so blind...
I can't see the world..
I'm lost..
I'm clueless..

It's just 1 stupid conversation that I called Yi An a "small kid". Then.. this happens.. I was just playing around as usual.. But what happened now.. This is way beyond my imagination..

I'm sad.. I felt I'm so stupid.. Then I search for her hotmail account... I found out... Her past...

She's hurt..
She's sad..
She's afraid..
She's broken hearted.

So, what shall I do? I can't make a move yet.. There's a slash in her heart... Now I'm totally blank on what I want to say... I'm trying to hold my sadness from my face.. I don't have mood now to write on... Although I got plenty of things to tell..

Xin Di!!

2009-04-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

Here's a song for the birthday girl today.. Xin Di!!

"Bah Bah black sheep have you any wool?
Yes sir, Yes sir, 3 bags full..
1 for my Xin Di and 1 for Xin Di..
And 1 for the little girl who name's Xin Di."

Bah.

Okay.. Here's my song for you..

"Happy birthday to you...
Hope you'll be with Bah Bah!
Hope you'll stay together forever..
Happy Birthday to you!"

Note: Xin Di, if you see this... Please don't be angry... It's a joke, okay?

Happy Birthday!!

2009-04-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

Today, my blog will host a special event.. I will sing a birthday song to Yi An.. Happy birthday oh!!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Yi An,
Happy Birthday to you..

Hope you'll have a nice party... Enjoy your 14th birthday, girl-woman.. Haha..

Emo a lot now..

2009-04-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

I am getting more and more emotional now.. Hope you guys and girls out there will forgive me for I have been so emo..

The Smiles and Laughters of hers

2009-04-25T20:49:00.005+08:00

She is sweeter than anything I can ever describe..
She is as beautiful as the creation of this world..
She is as kind as a person can never be..
She is as nice as the Good Samaritan..

Her smiles.. Brought me a new life..That I longed for..
Her smiles.. Are my strength that keeps me alive..
Her smiles.. Are as pure as snow white alone..
Her smiles.. Are the key for me to smile too..

Her laughters brings me joy..
Her laughters brings me soothing effect..
Her laughters brings me hope..
Her laughters brings me love..

Is Liking Someone Nice?

2009-04-24T19:19:00.004+08:00

I like her... I just dunno why.. she's a beauty to my very eyes.. I told myself so many times, to stop on liking someone.. But I still end up like last time... Haiz.. Now, I'm in love.. But still, fear is still lurking deep inside me, waiting for a chance to strike me when I'm unprepared..

But now... Does she actually thought the same way I do? Or is it just another one-sided love?

The more I draw closer to her, The more I feel I'm apart from her.
The more I feel that she's beautiful, The more I feel afraid of losing her from my sight.
The more I see someone treats her nice, The more I'm jealous of.

Liking someone is both nice and bad.. You can't differentiate them.. It is just too weird.. I don't know what to do...

Sports Day

2009-04-19T17:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the Annual Sports Day.. Duh!! Of course I'm participating in the marching competition... That day was filled with excitement, spirit of winning... And of course anger on us; the BSMM.. And of course.. BSMM wore the uniform smartly.. With hackel and mafla on.. Others are just like normal.. So, its kinda obvious who is more superior in the 1st place...

So, I was so afraid of losing.. because Pandu Puteri and Pengakap are so desperate on winning this years match.. But this is my team.. I have my confidence too in them..

The first day of their practice with me... I still remembered that I said:

1) " Don't waste my time.. And of course.. You don't hope to waste your time losing, right?"

2) " With the guidance of me and Chen Shin.. You all will win this match... But you need to give some commitment also!"

3) " You all are juniors... If you all win.. We will have a lifetime pride!!"

4) " If you want to win.. Follow me!!"

So, after some practices, i mean really.. SOME practices.. Our team is great.. But not perfect enough.. Plus this years formation we might have lost to others... But our formation is without error for we did not break any rules, and of course it's fast... Just 1 command "Hormat Berformasi..." will do it.. Everything is included then.. Pusing here and there.. Hormat here and there... And of course senang diri and "kamehame.. HA!!" then straightaway left the place without another command like " cepat jalan" or something..

So of course... We won...... again.. I'm happy for all of them... But I'm also sad because i saw the faces of Pengakap and Pandu Puteri.. They didn't get anything.. They're so good... But why can't they get at least second? Haiz.. Who knows.. VIP does the voting.. Maybe they don't like the uniform? Based on their uniform, they should have won both KRS and Kadet Polis.. Cuz all of them.. Guys and girls in Pengakap wore the same uniform... Tucked in nicely... same goes to Pandu Puteri.. But KRS and Kadet.. Their uniform is nicer.. But they vary their dressings.. Some tucked.. Some not..

So thats all I wanna say.. Just glad for defending the name of Champion my last year of BSMM...

Tired! Confused! Afraid! Anxious! Happy!

2009-04-17T18:13:00.003+08:00

Today, I'm quite happy, can actually do what I can do.. Is SHE happy today? I won't know.. Whether she is happy with my presence.. Or will she feel irritated by me? Haiz.. This is Confused!

BSMM last practice was today.. Phew.. I can't say that our team is perfect.. But it is fine!! It is!! Damn tired la.. This is Tired!!

Tomorrow is the big day for us.. Fuyoh.. Damn scared leh... Pengakap and Pandu Puteri are getting somewhere near us leh.. KRS is still unknown to us.. But they are good too... Whereas Kadet Polis is very disciplined.. 1 of our tough competitor indeed.. But I'm afraid of Pengakap the most.. They're formation is way too good for showing off to VIP but not outside competitions.. So I damn scared that they'll get high points.. hope that we can survive the "war" la!! If we win eh.. Sure we will be crazy... This is Afraid! and Anxious!

What is Happy! then? Happy! is 1)When I'm with HER.. When I gave HER lollipops.. Haha... 2)When Sin Wei was having her birthday party.. When I'm eating her cake... When we completed our practice with perfection!

So.. Tomorrow I'm giving my everything for both BSMM and of course ???.... Hope that we'll win la.. Hehe..